o baby. wad is happening to my technique? why nowadays balls so slow? sian diao. seems like many things to consider when playing a seemingly simple game.

and i noticed this hol i seem to hav alr busted around $95. smart. well they say, maybe i shld hav not spent on the movies. let's assume i save around $15 liddat. so? $15 can giv me a few games of bowling. but how much i improve? hahaha. some ppl say. committted. u muz b committed. very weird choice to make. u committed, chiong bowling, ppl say u no life. while on the other hand, i spend some cash on movie. then ppl may think aiya this money can b better spent on bowling stuff. up to u to decide.



now it's time for lyrics again. but i duno wad lyrics to type suddenly. it's been so long since we took the time. to share words, from deep inside us. we're in our own world spinning our wheels. but u know how i feel. ya. but very weird la. pls. wad do i need? wad do u need? wad do we need? very interesting stuff to ponder on. sometimes, there are things that need to be filled up. are u happy with juz good studies? i tell u. actually good studies will only satisfy a person. it cannot make one happy. well to some it makes them happy. i am only satisfied wif good results. there is more to life than juz good results. some ppl dun see it. some ppl will be tinking i am saying o good portfolio will make me happy. idiot shit. are u sure? i lump good portfolio under good studies. and they only satisfy me. there are certain things that transcend good studies. they belong to a different level of happiness.

it is very weird. how many ppl agree wif the maslow hierachy of needs? somehow i do. juz look at the triangle. at the bottom, probably s'pore gives u to a large extent the bottom 2 parts and the top part. but unfortunately, there is something lacking in the middle. therefore i am not satisfied, although i hav gone into attaining my potential to some extent. i feel i lack some of the portions in the middle. i duno how many of u will wan to agree wif me. some ppl will never agree wif me. some ppl will sae, le siao kia ar? study good still not enuff still nid wad? sorry. i tell u, there are millions of things out there that are more impt to studies than me.