Thursday, December 31, 2009

evidence.

this world is based on evidence. did u rape her? dna test. did u use the knife? thumbprint/dna test. are u really passport holder of this passport? check identity. did u steal the wallet? check cctv.

similarly for science. when u hav evidence, u make the rest of the ppl shuddup. dichromate ions when reduce become chromium (III) ion, cos they turn from orange to green. how was the egg fertilised? by one of the sperm, as they see from the cameras. the catholic church controlled that the earth was in the middle, sun went around. but telescope of copernicus and galilei said that sun in middle, earth circles the sun wif other planets.

science has also showed many human behaviours. why ppl will put trust in sth, why ppl will invest in a stock, how ppl can manipulate/motivate others by activating one part of the brain, dopamine pathways, reward pathways. the brain. is powerful.

the brain. psychologist, neurologists hav worked together to identify parts of the brain involved in belief. in religious ppl. in the hope to prove religions wrong indirectly, and that god is juz a way for comfort in a bad world. and that god is an escape. cos a god can provide an escape from the world, provide the encouragement they need to face this world of shit.

psychologist and neurologist hav evidence. that god is fake. that a soul is fake. that afterlife is fake. juz that they put it diplomatically. 2day i wan to help them sae wad they wan. the above. all these paranormal and supernatural and divine and the demonic are the works of the brain. the brain. subconscious mind being imposed on the conscious, such that the sense interprete otherwise and think there is such other worldly things.

i as a christian, i hav no proof, no scientific evidence. no scientific evidence. i can't show u god. i can't let u talk to god.

take note of the word is SCIENTIFIC. scientific evidence. but my proof that my god is real, is myself. if not for my god, i won't be here talking such abstract nonsense if u like it or not. i will wait for the day where people will find out that god isn't a part of the brain used for self comfort. but meanwhile, all i can sae is God has created me. God has given me intellect. and i thank god that i have this wisdom and discernment.

i hope any christian will not change their mind under scientific evidence, that the brain imagines god for hope and encouragement, and renounce christianity.

as for non-theisitc, i hope you will feel god anytime in your life soon. haiz.
a big hook does not necessarily mean a very ultra reactive ball. neither a small hook will mean a polyester ball. there are many more factors. many tings cannot be seen from one dimension. sian. as much as simplicity is loved, we have to moderate everything between simple and complicated.
the more science advances, the more religion and theism declines. and rots. yes. ROT.

by researching the brain, scientist are starting to believe the paranormal phenomena and the occurence of a soul and another dimension of the world where there are spirits, gods and souls is crap. CRAP. cos they are juz working of the subconscious mind and unconscious mind, but they impose themselves on the concscious such that the conscious mind "see" and "hear" and "touch" these things. in simplified version, such things are working of the mind:

prayer of many gets answered is juz a mass manipulation of everyones brain.
one person who got possessed is juz his brain going haywire.
one person who can do levitation by no prior training is basically wad ppl see him do, which maybe at the end of the day he is on the floor juz that ppl tink he fly.
mediums who can talk to spirits are juz fakes.

will i take the scientific explanations? i will sae sorry. i wun. juz like ppl tell me, sorry i wun believe there's god, there's gods, there's religion, u're stupid for believing in the dimension where there is spirit and god and angels and demon. cos science has proved otherwise.

true. science have proved otherwise, that the brain is powerful stuff. apparently, i guess i shall waste little time telling ppl about religion, why there are spirits, why jesus, why allah, why mother mary, why guan yin. i am stupid to believe in a god rite? HAHA

i regret that god allows the world to become perverted. i wonder why he allow ppl to hav a choice, when by pragmatic sense there isn't a choice. believe, or go hell according to my religion which is christianity. yes according to my religion. if u dun believe, it's ok. all roads lead to rome is a good theology anyway, i can't sae it's flawed but it is really optimistic. that is why there is a spread of hinduism.

before i 神经, i will still have to tell ppl this from a christianity standpoint. i may not be the best christian, neither am i doing any good for christians by typing these things. but i still hav to sae to all ppl. GOD LOVES U. god has created u, he will love u even if u sin against him he will forgive u if u repent. i appeal to u, repent as much as u tink god is fake. repent and turn to god. god will bless his believers in time to come. as much as scientist wan to prove there is no afterlife, i hope u won't make the wrong choice of not choosing to believe in god and have eternal disappointment.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

老爹,你超烂也。。。。

最大的敌人是己。过不了这关,休想面对更极大的挑战。maybe i shld continue having war wif myself. maybe i shld stop having war and make peace within me.

either way, choices hav to be made, consequences will be around, juz like any other decisions that others face. haha. i nid a good weighing scale.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

pins dun fall for free recently. fml.

Friday, December 25, 2009

shut up about democracy. i'm convinced it is not totally necessary.


ppl who are for s'pore democracy all are telling s'poreans to grow a dick and hav their own opinions, so that they can start speaking up against gov't and lack of press freedom. my qn is why do u nid to speak up? there's no point. in here, u shuddup, listen to the master, be a dog, u can get decent pay, lead decent life as in 吃不饱饿不死。why u can't? yes ppl like the cheeky one, why u can't? haha.


it's like a father-son relationship. assuming a strict father who is a control freak and probably has PI to check on the son. plus the father does not allow the son to interfere in family matters. the father does not allow the son to speak up against his will, does not let the son anyhow go around and make trouble, does not let the son criticise his own judgements and decisions. but the father gives the son a material life, gives the son academic achievements and opportunities, sustains his life rather well wif good food.

so an obedient son is like many of the singaporeans. we take the cash, shuddup even though we may not hav enuff cash to eat well, shuddup even though we can't speak up against our masters. i mean as i said, be a dog, many tings will turn out rather well. if u're a lucky son born in a middle upper family, good. there's decent cash. be a good son, and no one will bother u.

so wad is wrong? the wrong comes wif the rebellious sons. they wan freedom. they wan rights. they wan more cash. they wan more porn. so how? they decide to go against boss. so when this happen, like any strict father, rebellious sons will b dealt with. yes. rather harshly. micro-manage his sons affairs, take note of his every action, any problem he try to gather his fren and tok cok about his father, the father will whack him. and because of this, the son receive no pocket money.

the ting is, so our dear ppl fighting for democracy will b like the rebellious son. they are viewed as strong, hav their own viewpoints, willing to stand up for rights of the poor, willing to stand up for rights of the oppressed. but sorry leh. the day where rights will appear in s'pore is the day when a weak father comes up and succumbs to rights fighters.

meanwhile, why dun we juz sit down and enjoy the cash and be stupid/innocent/uncultured and BE A DOG? isn't that a good way to survive? yes, i'm saying survive. not live.

tink about it, though in s'pore no culture, no press freedom, no nothing, so what? most ppl continue living their life their own way wad. so dun hav den dun hav lo. why? nid vibrant arts scene so that u can become cultured person? no point la. bo cultured person, wu lui ok liao. le wu lui, ppl can't wait to por le lan pa. bo lui, go por lan pa then get lui. isn't it? simple way the world goes round.

ppl live their own life, easy to control, easy to make everyone robot. then since ppl seemingly hav no qualms being dogs, then so be it lo. there's one other way to make s'pore democratic. countrywide strike/protest. HAHA. but hu will wan? all strike, bo lui. no food. so no point rite? HAHA.

thus, ang mo lang, mai lai eh. dun disrupt the apparent noiselessness here. haha. by saying here bo democracy, bo arts, bo cultured. i would reckon most ppl dun care about having their own voice heard. ppl here are rather submissive.
now i rmb why i am so hesitant, pessimistic, etc about wa eh dua tao eh relationship.

satu, that za bor is a gep. dua, she is half despo. tiga, worse. the mother is despo. yes. her mother is despo. umpat, it seems he is the hero for her, so they 2gether.

feels alot like recipe for destruction. i'm not so sure. but as i like to sae, madness is present there. that may be good enuff? hahahaha. apparently it has worked out. i duno wad is in the future though.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

真的。难道我真的打不进吗?哈哈。

never in my life was i stun by such stuff.

C#m, A, B E

Monday, December 21, 2009

nehneh. 韩大哥可能会使我的生命更寒冷。。。哎!!!哈哈哈!!!

Sunday, December 20, 2009

你太远该怎么说对不起
你太近一转身却已高飞
快乐也许太短似场流星雨
一眨眼就如幻觉怕又记起
打不进啦打不进。

plz man, under weird circumstances i play only 500 pin nia. those korean like wad. anyhow throw ball then avg 230. yes. can fight. HAHA. well saw many weird stuff, like a 4-6-7 pickup. rather gay. seems like i gotta increase some ball power anytime soon.

time to settle sch stuffs. else dieded

Monday, December 14, 2009

you know, belmonte won milo cup wif wad storm ball??? team storm.

Wednesday, December 09, 2009

well done lao die. smash 1V. heng ge lao sai.
heng suay.

some ppl life shiok. maybe mentality shiok. liddat, they all shiok kia. life is full of fun, interests, smooth sailing. ppl around them oso feel shiokness. however, some are not brought up this way. some are brought up to think win. saya nid win. win win good. but i win better. only i can shiok. liddat, their lives are miserable, competitive, training, nel, work.

which is better? very very messy consideration. u nid cash then can shiok to a large extent. if u shiok but no cash, den u juz die. no food. similarly, if u everyday work. all the cash comes to u. but where is the shiok? u only can work. u can only afford to work. there's no enjoyment.

but if u heng, wad u do gives u cash and shiok. that is called heng diao. haha. let's hope that all of us can find the situation where we work hard, but feel the shiok at the same time. liddat den can fulfilling.
well done. phailed badly. HAHA. watch out

Tuesday, December 08, 2009

好!有所付出,有所学习训练,就有所收获。

prac so much, wun sae i din improve. though results not showing, i tink i shall bide. u noe pkmn? bide. u take 2 hits, then give back 2x. fun bun

Monday, December 07, 2009

to the noob, housework is a humbling experience. HAHA

Friday, December 04, 2009

林峰 - 愛在記憶中找你 (HD Live KTV)

well cantonese song after getting some influence from wenshan's blog. heh.

Wednesday, December 02, 2009

si gi na.

not enjoying wad i do. this is bad. too serious alr. muz lighten up. too focused on sth is bad for health. muz learn to relax.

Tuesday, December 01, 2009

林淑容 李茂山-無言的結局

familiar situation? heh.

but well... 我曾经说过如果有一天, 我将会离开你, 脸上不会有泪滴

time doesn't wait for me. time to practice spares.... i wonder how long/what will it take to master sparing