Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Those who drink to drown their sorrows should be told that sorrows know how to swim. Men are from earth, women are from earth. Deal with it.

I envy dogs because.. they always try to put their head between some girls legs, and they pet him!

hai. wad more can one do on a stony afternoon other than training one's vision in filtering out the white light from the computer screen and focusing on the important stuff that are black and other colours other than white? hahaha... and also trying to train one's typing speed? some are studying videos, some are studying texts, some are studying how to use the functions of their handphone more efficiently, some are studying the taste of the cigarette, some studying their eyelids...

yup. that seems to be an intellectual way to describe what people do on such an afternoon. at least it's not as bad as getting deployed under the hot sun for training. at least i'm here filtering out white light from the screen and hoping my eyes don't get tired from it in an air-conditioned place. interestingly, i'm wondering hu comes to read this site.

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

lots of reflections.

but juz wondering, is there and obligation for a calculative and/or cynical people to turn genuine again, pure and uncalculative and not seeking personal gains?

honestly, i reckon, no obligations. for one, if this guy is able to rationalise and calculate gains for himself, he juz has to extend these calculations to others, then he can make the world a socially desirable equilibrium place. (pardon all poor english please). isn't it? he just nid to stop thinking only for himself, but look at other POV, think about it, and find a win-win situation. win-win situation does not hav to be created only by becoming a nice guy for the sake of being nice, it can be created by calculative freaks too. in fact, the nice guy may end up in lose-lose situations more often than not.

enuff of the crap tho. haha. i wonder wad's my problem wif expressing ideas coherently. wonder when i nid to take my SAT oso. no SAT, no ang moh. got SAT, not necessary muz go ang moh. wadeva la. see wad comes my way. if take on jan, means now gotta pia. and man is always lazy.