where isit that i'm losing control? hahahhahah. i hav no idea.

but i do noe i'm finding things which are rather possible, i'm looking forward for things to happen which are not very impossible. at the same time, i keep in mind that not everything will be going my way, and that there will be 挫折 along the way.

yea. many trials and troubles. but that's wad define life. lots of nonsense. it's ok. juz hope i dun get killed through exhaustion.

there can be miracles, when you believe.

sometimes, a little visualisation and relaxation goes a long way to achieving ur goal. but in certain situations, such thought processes nid to be done in a very consistent and periodic manner, but they do help you achieve ur target.

tmr will be mid point. maybe, when titration at mid point alr, i will hav strong base instead of acid so that pH will increase wif vol. added. i hope i'm not playing on the graph of pOH then...

out of fuel. i hope i can find my petrol station soon.

newfound hope, in many things.

in bowling, i have a renewed interest and passion. in life, i have renewed perspectives of people around us, for better or for worse, but overall for the harmony and what may destroy this harmony.

beware of people who seek to destroy this harmony. but at the same time, remember that certain things are not for us to control.

wad the fuck is an alpha male?

this question i seek to answer.

another question: why the shit do the alpha male hav so many advantages?

this, i do not know. but they do attract a fair number of followers don't they?

remember, with power comes responsibility. BUT at the same time, with power it can go both ways. one can either be responsible or irresponsible. not for me to say which way shld ppl go. but unfortunately we see many with power being irresponsible, like countries who are badly corrupted. not surprising. this is human nature after all. good person bad person, up to u. not me.

你那神秘的笑脸是不是说。。。 i duno.

but sometimes ppl, believe in me. and believe in urself. for everyone has the power to make a change, no matter how small this effort is. our efforts go a long way in improving everyone for the better.

let us not be discouraged by people who are able to produce results but are acutally lucky/use underhand means/immoral but popular. let us not be discouraged by those who have unfair advantage over us. let us not be discouraged by what others say.

christina aguilera: we are beautiful, no matter what they say, words won't bring us down. so don't you bring us down today.

well. i seem to have lost abit of steam. nvm. i'll get past these few weeks well.

无奈心日头暗，找无你我的希望.


interesting life. life likes to give us plauges. we have seen how many societies were afflicted with plague. one epidemic in recent years would be SARS. but rmb, how they recovered from it.

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on a side note: HAHA. i laugh at those who think that inconsistent lying is a great idea!!! HAHAHA wan lie, nid art one my fren!!

when i redrill the ball, i always remember that the ball is alr used b4 and the coverstock is not fully there. and + everytime when drilling inevitably we may take away some parts of the heavy core. as much as we changed the layout into something better, i hav to take into account not everyting will work out as well as last time, since the weight imbalances are not as good as preferred and that the weight probably has decreased, affecting pin carry. also, coverstock is not as good as out of box alr.

press on ppl.

当心。

we hav to. before we get into trouble. before we offend others. before we make a wrong move. before we use a wrong strategy. and use the right strategy at right times. else, hahahhahahah. nothing much to sae.