Sometimes i wish u were more accessbile n closer... May God guide us in this situation... For separate concerns... God teach us too as we leave our lives in ur hands, seemingly in separate directions, show us wads happening.
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Religiosity is religiosity. When i believe in God, is not about following rules n creeds n stuff. Is about glorifying God, and being willing to let God lead me in my life, and not living by my own strength, trying to please a tyrant by practicing altruism or what.

Many hav a bad misconception here, and they try to do more n more by themselves without a heart of reliance on God

i'm so sorry but i rly hav to say, i don't know what the world is about anymore.

when we don't put God in the centre, everything else creeps in, like money, like self-centredness, and any other temptations, and esp the devil's works.

why are we spending time trying to create the ideas of happiness, the ideas of peace/harmony, the ideas of being in authority just because we hold a niche/more money/more fame?

i don't understand these worldly behaviours v much. i find it hard to fit in all of a sudden.

and worse still, i know my responsibilities, but i feel a little lost in the world. like, i just wanna slp and do nothing about it and look at God.

but i know i need the strength back. i hope, i pray, God be with me... rly, i need the strength back.

may God work through me... let me see you... let me see your grace and your providence again... it's humbling, it's disgusting on my self-centred and self-sufficient attitude, but i really need God's strength to live everyday.

i'm getting incoherent and i should be. cos i within myself... i m messy alr. God take control...

and i oso need to work and let God guide me in getting a grip on myself. and really pray i recover soon.

sometimes i feel a burning desire to say... shall we display God together? shall we let God work through us? for one another's sanctification?

i honestly don't know.

but anw, now is a shag period of time, thanks to the lack of forecasting and solid tasking, so everything is so fluid. we are the officer as well as the specialist as well as the executors in all areas.

we are taken for granted, we have no say, and who bothers? no one gives a shit about others realities. and, how about, do u even know the realities? u are not a leader. u are just a task person. u have not fully appreciated the intricacies of organization.