我懂了她/李圣杰

mayb. same singer, permutating the possible situations
我懂了她，不要我为她牵挂，她说天空很大要自由飞翔

手放开-李圣杰

dat's right. it's impt to know certain methods of behaviour.

honestly. i can try to prove every single thing in the world. (keyword: try.) definitely. but the problem is, after showing, proving and demonstrating with examples, will u believe, accept and know what i proved? i am quite skeptical. haha. hence, i tink i shall only do a partial prove. partial prove. how partial is partial? problem is, hard to quantify stuff here. hahahah... find out more in time to come. in any case, be prepared.

男人流泪比流血加倍心疼。

but why? i don't know. when i use naix, it's a good reminder. when i open wounds, i will lifesteal even more. when someone use naix against me, same thing. he will lifesteal me oso.

我做得不够吗？possibly. mayb u hate cold reading. haha. of course, who wants to be under control? but once again, think about it, freedom isn't free when there isn't some form of limitations.

i'm worried. i'm insecure. whenever certain events happen, my long-term memory is activated. yes, i think that's the dangerous part. the long-term memory. some things will lead to a reminiscence.

anw, i'm not so sure of my personal ability oso. to certain situations, definitely i can retain my rationality. but when the environment changes, the time changes, some other forces come into play. do u nid to mind? haha. like really la. if yall gave a shit, pretend nth is there. once u reckon there is something, it's like ghost. u'll always think there is a ghost.

it's robbery, i'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me