if you ever leave, baby you will take away everything good in my life. tell me now. how do i live without you, i want to know. how do i breathe without you, if you ever go, how do i ever ever survive?

there'll be no world left for me.

and i shall live in the nothingness. which has encompassed me for probably few years. back to the nothingness. which i hav embraced once upon a time.

well well. as i usually say. how i hope i can become the innocent kid once again. like a 5 year old. playing at the playground. with no knowledge of how idiotic the world can be. living in blank. carefree. happy. innocent.