in every area of society, muz hav some idiots to make our mood foul.

some ppl really make u lose faith in the organisation, in the fraternity.

let me take an extreme example. islam. why ppl hav the impression islam sux? cos of bunch of terrorist. that's 简介 speaking. islam actly if u go study the doctrines it is also quite pure wad.

similar idea. when comes to wad i'm doing now, there muz b some guailan kia abusing their power to ka jiao others. really, is that very fun? i dun personally think so. why not everyone behave in a responsible manner, in a helpful manner, in a way that is constructive instead of a very reactive manner? fked up right? everyone only react to situations instead of taking a few pre-emptive measures and initiative? knn.

initiative. i dun really ask for much. but, plz la, do ur job properly, nth go wrong.

when it comes to dota, similarly, the same ting is happening. i am losing faith. bunch of idiots who when they win, will make noise, when they lose, they oso make noise. honestly la. win liao, like as if you have won wcg competition. lose liao, oso nid to sae hacking and using cheats. haha.

necessary? i dun tink so. but since u tink it's such an integral part of ur gaming life, plz go ahead. stand up straight out of ur online avatar in the real world. i want to c who u r. in this type of gaming, we can see what sort of person u are, and more importantly since everyting is virtual and more unrealistic than a sport, we can see the perversion in certain ppl's mind. fkin hell. i wun b surprised if man were so tempted by evil than by good. i have seen enuff everywhere wrt such perversion.

hence mayb i shld juz stick to sport. cos if someone nid to fight, he really has to.

i tink it'll be a v good choice if i were to turn gay.

firstly, i probably stop worrying wad women tink of me. whether i'm a stable guy, a smart guy, a nice guy, resilient. i dun hav to care wad they think anymore. in any case, they alr dun really bother, y i try to make more effort?

secondly, i am rather positive i am seen in a positive light by more men than women. fkin hell, all women can only see me as a weird guy. or mayb i haven't met one who thinks i am normal. as for guys, they noe i am steady, i am alright, i am tanker, i expect highly of myself etc. women can only sae this fkin egotistic bastard.

thirdly, there will be the thrill of being gay, cos it's not accepted by society. so it's like a "hide and seek". of my relationship status. tink about it, since gay is still illegal and a taboo in singapore, if i become one, den got 刺激感.

ya sure. like as if it'll work. knn. mayb i shld juz shuddup and live life. but too bad, i am super conscious of my own self.