getting scammed long term is bad for health. seems like coldness is running around.
♥Painted my love
10:39 PM
we shld hav less hanky panky. and start studying HAHA
♥Painted my love
10:05 PM
Thursday, February 04, 2010
today, i hav gained inspiration.
i have a new choice to my open mind. it's called acoustics engineering. i have always been interested in instrument, though i can't play all. heh. i hope to play all. but no time/too lazy/no cash for a fkin trombone/dbl bass. HAHA. and u tink i noe how to calculate the sound in a theatre? HAHA. but nvm. it's an interesting choice. and i may like it.
and if thomas is my no. 1 partner, since he's an addict of this acoustics stuff. hehhehehe.
♥Painted my love
10:55 PM
Wednesday, February 03, 2010
on a less optimistic tone.... well some tings weren't planned for 2day. wad can i sae? it muz hav pist some ppl off. i'm not fully agreeable. i hav not much to stop it. but it seems wad's done is done.
mixed tinkings about this. father plz forgive me for i know not what i do.
♥Painted my love
10:58 PM
maybe god takes care of u, seriously. god has many ways to do tings eh?
well it seems, i nid to really look out of the window and watch out this year. many things to be careful, be mindful of. the environment may hav shifted here and there. i may hav to make changes. when oil change, wad i do? usually i go in. but if shift in liao can't work, looks like i hav to use hand amplitude change. if this doesn't feel good, den it's ball change liao.
at last resort, loft change.
yea loft change. HAHA. i never practiced it anyway, on the assumption that i wld juz ball change in desperate circumstances.
♥Painted my love
9:15 PM
Tuesday, February 02, 2010
knowledge. is knowledge power? how about money? how about status? are they good measure of power?
i'm not so sure. let's evaluate knowledge. wad is the most practical worth of knowledge in this world? knowledge here encompasses iq, eq, streetsmartness. all those things that you may attain through ur years of interacting with ppl and schooling. all these giv u a worth of money. with better knowledge, u'll be able to rise up fast fast until u're the boss and get a $10k per month, $100k/month. this is the most practical use of knowledge - to giv u money. but when u're not earning, knowledge gives u that potential to money, and the ability to impress ppl, by what and how much and how deep you know of sth. so because of this ability to impress others, u'll gain power - u are able to show others u're good, u hav the potential to be the big man.
next. how about money? HAHA. money is like 1 step above knowledge. with money, u are already the man. the power is urs. u can buy over professionals. u can buy over lawyers. u can even buy the government position. with money, u can influence the stock market. u can impress ppl by sheer number - u nid this car? I GIVE YOU FOR FREE, cover rd tax, cover parking, cover insurance. impressive eh? with money, it's as good as instant power - ppl flock to u cos u hav money, u're well liked, and then the cycle goes again. ppl see you being generally well-liked (as long as u dun be an asshole), u will be attractive to others, then ppl will talk to u. automatic have power, buying and attractive power in the society.
how about status? heh. status is great too. i'm the son of the pm, give me a place in ur sch and ur sch will be known as the school that educated the pm's son. wa. the school auto wan u. another way. i'm a businessman/nobel laureate/rich man's son. i give you money, you be my dog. ok deal set. status is good eh. it gives u auto recognition and the assumption that u're good. u can hav power quickly. look at how many of our minister's sons are in good schools, then proceed on to ns in the OCS. plz. ok to put it fairly they may hav performed generally well, but there's the bunch that did not buy still in ocs anyway. status is good eh? it gives you power - the power of name, and that ppl are tempted to give juz for that name.
so after evaluating them, which is better. i'm not so sure, but i'm sure that knowledge comes last priority. this is cos knowledge only gives u potential. the money and status.... they give u auto recognition of power. not potential power. the power is already there. HAHA.
what am i? according to this biased viewpoint, i'm a noob only. i only hav a teeny bit of knowledge. i'm not even a wonderful overperforming student. nothing. juz look at others. they may hav even lower knowledge than me. but they have the money. wa. already auto attractive than me alr. den there are some with money, and much higher knowledge than me, by hook or by crook. wa. already much more powerful than me already. then there's those sons of big ppl, wa. i lose already. HAHA.
so in this world, what are many of us? losers. juz like me. no knowledge, no status, no money.
i hav to admit it. i can't beat these got social standing ppl out there. the only way for me to win now is to get either money, status, or knowledge. status, i can't. money and knowledge can. looks like my faster route to success is through money then. HAHA.
有钱能使鬼推磨！！！！ lose to the truth, world!
as much as we tell ourselves, we humble ppl here, tell ourselves we are confident, how far can it help us? it can help us build a long term thing. but in this world of instant noodle tastes best, i wan to see instant gratification and satisfaction, long term is wad? HAHA. it's like eating wolfberry everyday but u'll live a healthy 200 years old, instead of eating instant noodle and living 80 years old.
i lose. let's go generate money!!! and status!!! and some knowledge that can make u swindle better and win ppl over!!! this way u can get anyting u wan in the short run!!!!!! HAHAHAHHAHAH.
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tell me i nid a psychiatrist. HAHA
♥Painted my love
8:13 PM
Monday, February 01, 2010
cry la. finger spoil. sprain.
can't bowl, can't gym arms, can't pull up, can't dips. yea sure. u sae all these not related to study. yes study. CAN'T WRITE PROPERLY OSO.
hu to blame? HAHA. maybe myself. maybe others. maybe the sport. it's ok. blame me. i never take enuff care so i tio. it's ok. my bad. HAHA.
♥Painted my love
10:42 PM
Sunday, January 31, 2010
at least i broke 1000 scratch. well. a good consolation, considering modified technique wif no polishing.
but towards the end i got pist wif this young kid. well. i din bother to say anyting to him. but it was totally bad of him to sae "lucky nia", after i spared a pin 2 and pin 4. he tot my lunatic's gonna overhook, but they juz touched the pin and well. a spare is a spare, if u can't get that margin of error, u hav 2 choice. train ur stupid accuracy till u'll hit the pin head on, or train ur margin of error. and stop complaining i'm lucky. yea boy, u probably did notice my strike wif the 4-9 standing and then dropping. ujj. HAHA. but nvm. i dun like to make myself unhappy. hehe. lucky nia? how about i'm like osku, a strike's a strike, cannot quarrel. i did hav my fair share of missing pin 10 wad.
anyways. i lost to 2 girls due to hdcp. yea, by hdcp, they won me by 100 pin. consider no hdcp, i win by 20 pins, 40pins. haha. but well, maybe the hdcp is a good thing. it will force me to play at my peak, force me to avg 200 over duno how many games.
♥Painted my love
11:08 PM
Saturday, January 30, 2010
nice electric guitar
♥Painted my love
7:05 PM
Me
AKA har, 老爹
retired SSG (NCC)
amateur goalkeeper?
half-philosopher
critical and extremist analyst
bowler (belmonte style)
