now it's time to face the truth. i dun seem as if i will be with you.

in the night it may be easy to think straight when your mind is distracted. but when it is blank, that is bad. thoughts go all around. obviously, i am not thinking properly.

fked up. that is the only way to describe my feelings at night. cos when it's blank, things will want to fill up the hollow. but these things can either make you hollower, or better. and usually these type of stuff will make things hollower. very hollow. u will need something to fill the emptiness. but the thing you want to fill up this emptiness. it is not there. it cannot b attained. u can approach, but u can never reach it.

watch out. i turn mad in the night. if i'm normal, u are lucky. maybe? but the most impt thing is still about studying now. but how do you study when ur mind is distracted? why not bluff urself that you are distracting your mind by using studies, to fill up that hollow.

maybe i shld type song lyircs here. but maybe i shldn't. later ppl spread shit about me. the lucky thing is that no one reads my blog. hehe. whew man. it's not a popular place.