Sunday, January 31, 2010

at least i broke 1000 scratch. well. a good consolation, considering modified technique wif no polishing.

but towards the end i got pist wif this young kid. well. i din bother to say anyting to him. but it was totally bad of him to sae "lucky nia", after i spared a pin 2 and pin 4. he tot my lunatic's gonna overhook, but they juz touched the pin and well. a spare is a spare, if u can't get that margin of error, u hav 2 choice. train ur stupid accuracy till u'll hit the pin head on, or train ur margin of error. and stop complaining i'm lucky. yea boy, u probably did notice my strike wif the 4-9 standing and then dropping. ujj. HAHA. but nvm. i dun like to make myself unhappy. hehe. lucky nia? how about i'm like osku, a strike's a strike, cannot quarrel. i did hav my fair share of missing pin 10 wad.

anyways. i lost to 2 girls due to hdcp. yea, by hdcp, they won me by 100 pin. consider no hdcp, i win by 20 pins, 40pins. haha. but well, maybe the hdcp is a good thing. it will force me to play at my peak, force me to avg 200 over duno how many games.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Thursday, January 28, 2010

i laugh at s'pore sports scene not publicising all those ulu sports, esp bowling where we hav much potential to do well. bowling is a no-life sport, and all asians hav the potential to do it. see m'sia, korea, japan, middle east area esp UAE. all doing rather well.

why we dowan to publicise bowling?

u noe how freakin hard is it to get a fkin 3rd in an int'l tournament? called BALLMASTER? play against a mika koivuniemi????? qualifying duno which spot juz to get into the stepladder???? why straits times never publicise cherie tan? but publicise remy ong win qatar int'l open? HAHA. i wonder whether there's a hierachal system in s'pore bowling. ppl duno wad's a cherie tan, but a soccer player hu follow s'pore soccer abit may noe wad's a lionel lewis, bahaikki khaizan. or maybe even hariss harun.

shooting we can do well. it's a no life sport. so is bowling. so is pool. is whether we dare to focus there. why buy a china person to play table-tennis? it's a freakin sport that not only require talent in precision. it require extra muscle memory. extra muscle conditioning. extra feel. all these nid longer years to train than the quickly-no-lifed sports.

are we willing to focus on sport yet? apparently no. even sports school still hav to study. heh.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

let's address my hollows then. i shld. now maybe i will feel back to normal after twenty years of 徘徊。

tink about it. maybe i believe that i have lost my place in many ppl. probably i have lost my place. and why i believe that so? because i lack money. i lack the showing of money. because i hav this lack of showing of money and other desirables, ppl hav no point talking to me. so in fact, ppl started to talk to others instead of me. that is natural.

and here, wad is these other desirables? many. in refutation to ytd's comments, i shall say some stuff. money play a big part in deciding your status. butt there is quite a few factors other than money. how about talent? how about genius? how about your mouth and communication skills? how about your empathy? how about your creativity? how about your cool temperament? these are not so directly linked to money. but they do affect ur status. why so? they give you that attractiveness.

attractiveness is not only money. (attractive here as in your probability to forge a good interpersonal relationship wif another person.) all these, talent, creativity, temperament, style affect your attractiveness other than money. of course, the need of money is always an intrinsic thing. you will look for money, or the lack thereof of money, for different intents and purposes. but the thing is these factors can play a bigger role than money in affecting your attractiveness, mainly because ppl judge each other differently.

i may see money of tantamount importance, another may see fine arts talent as a crucial attribute. it is variable. this variable view causes ceteris paribus in comparing ppl impossible. yea. impossible. you can judge ppl in terms of one thing. BUT never in all aspects. hu is a better person? you can never answer this question unless you narrow the scope to one aspect, at max a few aspects.

thus, i shall stop dreaming too much that money is of tantamount importance. and stop 走邪路,而走正路。it's time to destroy the hollow that others are better than me due to certain abilities they have, and return my ability to look up and have pride in who i am.

who am i? i am myself. who are you? u are yourself. conform to what's morally right, reject the morally wrong.
maybe money needs to be manipulated (either unconsciously or consciously or both) before being totally effective.

maybe ijj. yea. ijj. i shld better watch out. of my own self.

Monday, January 25, 2010

i'm sick of the ppl in this world. the chinese saying is true. literally.

有钱能使鬼推磨。

asses. wad is money? we say, money can't buy love, can't buy respect, can't buy friendship, etc etc. ARE YOU SURE? HAHA. i prefer to silently laugh at all of you. wad are u attracted to?

wad are you attracted to?
wad are you attracted to?
wad are you attracted to????????

money can't buy friendship? are you sure? let's see. how many ppl befriend rich ppl juz for the status? i have this fren he's so rich. i have this fren so rich got prada. yea sure. got shit more like it. o. cannot offend them. or else later i get into trouble. yea, got lots of money and status. i bow down. i lose. i bow down.

money can't buy love? are you sure? how many women chose/choose men because they hav money???? or hav the potential to make money? how many? how many? millions. majority. hu wants a poor husband, crazy, untalented, and stupid and HAVE NO MONEY? HAHA. nearly all women want a man hu they can depend on for money. eat their money. or rely on their money for safety net. or juz provide some sort of a financial safety. money can't buy love? HAHA.

humans love figures eh. numbers. we like to see it. material. i hav seen enuff. maybe i shld bow down. i really shld bow down. and build figures, numbers and material.

someone plz giv me a counterargument to the above, that money can't buy everything. or money can't attract everything. kindly correct my politically incorrect thinking. kindly sae i'm jealous or stupid or assholic. u can even sae i'm fked up. u shld. HAHA.
let's see. maybe god is good....

left shoulder now spoil. some muscle inside there is spoilt. haiz. shld hav treated it early. now build up build up build up.... how? play wif cast maybe.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

well. as i see one day on a facebook, there is a grp called sth along the lines of i've been trying to forget you but when i see you again all has failed. hmm maybe maybe.

mo qing di ba fong xiang noh cui song... gu gu dan dan di noh yao din tong.... haha. so hu's lost? i tink there are many. some appear good. some appear bad. but yer noe, 良莠不及。in a sense. it's like a camouflaging. now tings are blurred. we duno. we are confused. we use gut feeling. sometimes wrong and right again. den in the process, we'll have certain wrong tinking, we'll have certain different perceptions. and these difference in perception cause big problems among us.

tink about the recent stuff in m'sia. it's a good example of perception. and the most intriguing thing that i read on the news is some islam scholar who wrote that muslims shld defend christians as their own brother, and this doctrine is spoken by muhammad himself. as in Prophet Muhammad. i was quite taken aback. instead, we see some racial and religious tensions. hard world eh haha.

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i tink the h3 teacher share same values as me. science nowadays at the a and o level is instituionalised. science at the end of the day is up for debate when u have a say in it. WHEN YOU HAVE A SAY IN IT. at least. scientists can go debate about science. and therefore it is a open topic. but unfortunately, what we're learning now is controlled one. scientific knowledge is like a communist ideology. hehe. tink about it, researchers now are still doing research. why? cos there's room for debate. so u research. but again, u will only hav a say in science until u're a big fat ass. thus, as student, maybe we shld shuddup.

but the point is maybe god takes care of you eh. at 1st i not so into taking this h3. now see this guy value same as me. hm. plus point maybe. though he only talk random cock. and he makes the point that science is not to be institutionalised, until it's established facts and figures not to be disproven anymore.

as of now, many science theories are still not fully proven. if u hav good interest in sci, go and do some research and prove those theories wrong and then cash is urs. HEHEHHE.

and he sae about pauling. yea. linus pauling, not bad, come up wif hybridisation, the orbital theories. but wad? jiak 5g vit C everyday? heh despo for antioxidant ar. plz la, chinamen eat 枸杞子 everyday, 200 years old. that one some more got boost everything from blood flow to fertility to healing cancer and making bp normal.

also got wad make you look younger. cos why? wolfberry imba antioxidant also. eat in large amount, wad eyes oso better. everything. so more girls shld start eating wolfberry as snack eh. live long look younger antioxidant. of course eat anyting too much will sian la though...

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

A sure bet for S'pore

I REFER to last Wednesday's commentary, 'Casinos are best bet for revenue', by Mr Derek da Cunha.

He makes the point that the integrated resorts (IRs) need their casinos to make a profit, and Singapore can help. One way is to allow casinos to open before the IRs are complete.

Sure. Why not? But it is part of a bigger concern: With so much riding on the casinos, what if they don't get enough gamblers? The IRs could actually lose money.

True. Both IRs cost about $14 billion, making them among the most expensive in the world. Their debts are enormous, and it is expected to take a lot of gamblers to pay for it all.

Marina Bay Sands estimates gross profits at US$1 billion (S$1.4 billion), with the casinos generating 75 per cent of the profits.

What if the gamblers don't show up to make it happen? Heaven forbid. Would our grand experiment fail?

Absolutely not. Singapore is in a win-win situation. Construction is complete. No one is going to pull down those big, beautiful buildings or shut down the roller coasters.

The worst that could happen is that the IRs go bankrupt, but it's not as bad as it sounds. Ownership could change. A few top managers would probably be sacked. The banks might get repaid more slowly.

Mostly, however, the casinos would simply operate on a smaller scale. They might open 200 gaming tables instead of the 1,000 they are permitted now. It's no big deal, and customers probably wouldn't even notice the difference.

On the downside, shareholders could lose 100 per cent of their investment, but don't cry for them. For the most part, the owners are wealthy, foreign risk-takers who went into this with their eyes open.

Take Mr Sheldon Adelson, 76, the largest shareholder of Las Vegas Sands, which owns Marina Bay Sands. Forbes magazine estimated his wealth at US$9 billion as at September last year. Even if no gamblers show up in Singapore, he will still survive in luxury.

The biggest effect from less gambling is simply that billions of dollars would not flow from consumers to wealthy casino owners.

Hey, that's not so bad. In fact, it's good.

Larry Haverkamp

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from 2day's ST forum. yea i love this man. for one, corruption is roughly synonymous with casino. casino = wash money = money lending = black businesses. will s'pore be able to churn some money? or will s'pore b a good boy and not play black money? HAHA.

tink about it. how macau and myanmar get so much money, wif relatively no econ activity? u tink really running casinoes and having theme parks really can spin all the money they have in their gdp? underneath the surface figure of gdp, i'm rather sure there's some washing machine of money somewhere.

if s'pore can run a casino successfully without black market operations, 我拜。serious. if s'pore will fully clamp down on corruption/crime due to casino, while spinning good money comparable to the black money spun by macau, 我拜。这可令人大开眼见。

我们得小心。随时,新加坡会被污染。满满的,渐渐的,这社会的人的想法会越来越奇怪。要吃钱,又要走正路。这是不可能的事情。 ppl will also be torn between this choice one.
知之为知之,不知为不知,是之也。

we say, 此起彼伏。got here up there down. many things go in this cycle. juz look at waves. oso got up got down. got crest got trough.

易经 is a good book about cycles. but unfortunately.... i too lazy read it fully. AHHHH. nvm. when i got too much time for myself then read.

Monday, January 18, 2010

conclusion: go cry la.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

if everyone can give his own critical remarks on an issue, then there would be no need for true news critiques and news analysts.

interesting. anw, dat day den i noe s'pore dun hav amnesty international. HAHA. yea man, keep it up. i like it this way. si ang mo lang. u tink rating us low in human rights u are very pro? all i can tell u is, jtb. ujj. serious. ujj. everyone get money, kip quiet and dun make noise, everyone's satisfied. not happy, but satisfied, so we shuddup. another reason why we shuddup is cos we're not allowed to talk at all. so we shuddup and sit and complain. and then we get relative peace at home. and then we plp dua tao. and we are seen as successful.

in return, le si ang mo kia, wad have u done to our country? u have coerced our despo plp gov't to introduce slease. and not democracy. it's SLEASE. juz look at bar top dancing, gay/les/homo, casino and those guai lan stuff. HAHA. i laugh at u instead. i rather shuddup, than to have homosexuality allowed here. u tink u v good? i tink otherwise. heh.

so as i like to sae, this is my view nia. the general consensus dun share this view, neither will i share this view in a diplomatic discussion. hehehehehhehe.

Monday, January 11, 2010

8 closed frames can giv u a score of 220s 230s. so why try to close all when u close all and get 180-200? HAHA. but that's very practical thinking.

under normal conditions, one should close all frames. dun b some abitious greedy pig.
sibei guailan. i begin to wonder, is a certain benjamin lee who wrote to forum recently a hc kia, esp wif 天分 one.

cos usually, kiasu s'poreans won't take digs on each other. other than the rjc girl huever the name is, minister daughter or sth. that one took a dig on someone without rice bowl. now someone took a dig at a certain person hu go complain to today about his son tio expel or isit sch dowan to retain due to wadeva reason.

anyways, it's wrong to take digs on ur fellow comrade, countryman. tink of him, he may hav a lousier mindset, he's lower ed standard, he's more childish, you as a young person are very mature. fine. why not u provide him wif support? rather than take a dig at ur fellow country man juz to hav fun and niao him through the press? HAHA.

as much as u pointed out a societal truth, all i can sae is, u muz put it even more diplomatically. now u niao him. u sarcasm him. doesn't reflect well on u, smart man.

muz b like that, 有话直说不拐弯。

Sunday, January 10, 2010

then, i closed 10 frames, and i got 230. but recently, i closed 18 frames in 2 games. but they gave me around 180? and some games i dun close all. i get 220. interesting. this is sport. the result? no one is the winner until it is clearly the winner, surely the winner, certainly the winner, and is the winner.

if you're not the winner, join me! we can be whiners when we dun win. but we dun be whiners when we win. HAHA

Friday, January 08, 2010

omnia vincit amor. is that true, world?

World says: NO.

ask urself. omnia vincit amor? does love conquer all? will love be a purifying power? or is love a pragmatic test of your societal value? in this screwed world, love is very much a pragmatic test of your societal value.

whatever happened to the power of love? are couples believing that their love for each other will pull them through their hardships? OR... are ppl tinking that i will only love my husband if he spends more time wif me. i will only love my wife if she'll satisfy my sexual desires. i will only love my spouse if he/she allow me to spend on clothes/expensive wine.

WHERE... is the madness in love? WHERE... is the belief of the madness in love, and the belief that love will allow a couple to pull through a hardship?

chinese say, 感情是可以培养的。i believe this statement. if a couple once reciprocated their love for each other, i do not believe that if they separate, they cannot come back together again. they juz nid to realise what love can do for each other. if they tink they're forcing themselves into a relationship, then why come together in the 1st place?

disclaimer: not everyone shares the same value as me.
the more i read forum on the straits times, the more i find s'poreans like to practice taiji, and hav good blood flow in their body through high blood pressure.

when u c the forum, most ppl are doing taiji. take for example 2day's straits times, this guy from the ICA sae o it's not the ICA job to decide the race, we only record the race. u go decide urself. the flexibility.... not my business la (DUN KA JIAO ME WIF SUCH SHITTTTT). that is wad i inferred. u c, why not the ICA respond and sae, we'll reflect this to relevant authority, and GET them to inform public again. liddat, isn't it easier? then that guy hu make the suggestion or complaint or whichever, will be satisfied.

instead of taiji and sae aiya m ko leng si wa eh dai ji la....
school coming. everyone, rmb to clear heads, cock rifle, switch to safe at ready. firers, own time own target carry on. go to semi. how about AUTO!!!!!!! and squeeze offfffff!!!!!!

rmb not to shoot birds, or shoot b4 the guy sae otot. scarly kill someone that is in the firing range, den si liao. and rmb not to shoot one eyed snakes crawling in the firing range, or else later nid to pay penalty to the NEA. or sth liddat.
well pins did love me 2day. had 2 strikes through the nose, and in the process.... hamboneeee!

yea 2 for me. and 1 of the last frames needed 5 pins to win had some fun. doubled up and last ball half screw. 2day suddenly play wif. inspiration maybe?

it's k. god certainly does take care of u...

sometimes we need to seek, then we will find the answer. if we hav a problem, and we don't constantly find a way out, then u'll get nothing. or if u hav a problem, and u decide to make the problem worse. that's even more stupid. thus, we shld always constantly seek new methods and ways out of our problems. then we can progress.

Thursday, January 07, 2010

get to work.

seems like i hav lost magic. i muz go and buy magic, magic touch and magic action.

Wednesday, January 06, 2010

sometimes god will take care of u.

i look out of my window. i see a nice fat rainbow. ahh nice. slacking day for me. den the fat rainbow does give some joy. they say, 不经过风雨,怎么见彩虹,没有人可以随随便便成功。quite true. either u strike lucky, or u have learnt the hard way to become ultra determined and learning from previous attempts and experiences.
uncry these tears, i cried so many nites...

golden pins are nice to play at marina. very nice. no room for error. can't hit light, can't hit high. muz flush pocket.

Monday, January 04, 2010

people like to use festive seasons to reflect.

good choice. reflecting is good. and festive season u hav the time.

but i wonder, a lot of ppl when they reflect, they only reflect either: I am pro. or I have been a noob. lousy thinking. why not reflect and generate new ideas, ways to improve urself, through the process of criticising every aspect of urself? keep the good aspects, and tink of ways to change the parts of you that are not so good. liddat wad. where can stop at i am pro or i am noob? liddat not constructive at all, wad a waste of time.

of course, it's also good to tink back on some memories. but dwelling on them too long, either good or bad won't do u any good oso. cos the world is a bad world, it progress without u. unless you're a poet and u're looking at past experience to write poem and books.

Saturday, January 02, 2010

hambone! hey rob stone... hambone!

yea suck my hambone man....

pete weber may not make sense. but he does do a good job at picking weird splits eh? 4-9, 3-4-6-7. by right, he picked every 3-4-6-7 he left on television telecasts. HAHA.

i do not make sense also. on an apparently oily day, i hav decided to use plastic ball. but nevermind. tired ppl cannot make sense anw. HAHA. time for aestivation, hibernation, and rem and nrem. and wadeva la.

1995 TPC - Randy Pedersen vs. Ernie Schlegel - The worst break in PBA history!

ernie schlegel.... biggest prick. never learn to celebrate like him. maximum like pete weber.

hav a fruitful new year ppl...