bowling seems to explain life the fullest. the ultimate form of wisdom is really not the discovery of something new, something novel, something imba. is about how u are able to use and moderate and control this knowledge, how u simplify and break down everything, and how u are willing to understand everything and then give a solution for all problems.
WHY ARE ALL INTERVIEWS/SCHOLARSHIPS CONDUCTED THEN? heh.
simple. the world is screwed. we believe: the most imba is the most complicated. the most imba is the smartest. the most imba is most talented. the most imba is most influential. u noe why? u're juz jealous. yjj. simple. yjj. yjj that other ppl better. u want to be there. qn is why? being the smartest means u are the best person? being the sexiest means u are the best spouse?
wad is our attitude? shld i ask, what shld our attitude be then? chiong be the smartest be on top, and contorl the world? or shld we do our small part for the world, for the society, for ur community, for ur family, for urself? hahahahha.
boys and girls out there, keep fulfilling ur social responsibility. it's good. every one nids to do that, else u're juz irresponsible. that's not good. do something small and something good 2day.
and then smile. cos u've done something good.
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
When you said you loved me once
I guess that was okay.
When you said you loved me twice
I thought that you would stay.
When you said you loved me thrice
My heart began to sway.
But when you said you loved me a fourth time
You turned your back and ran away.
i will try to tackle this above situation.
many a time, it's a 2 way thing. interactions muz b 2 ways nearly all the time. even u tink about it, dissolving of a certain compound in a certain solvent. if solvent and compound have dipole moments, they can form pd-pd. 2 way. but if it's like water and hexane. polar wif non-polar cannot. small wif big cannot. 2 ways.
1 side may want to accept the other side. but if the other side is not willing to surrender or accept back, then there is nothing. it's juz like if hexane want to dissolve in water, but water and hexane can't form that dipole interactions. jtb.
sadly speaking, a person may love someone. but if this someone is not willing to yield himself to the person who loves him, then it won't work out. or if this someone not willing to accept the person who loves him, then jtb too. most of all, they can stay frens. but from wad i noe, alot of times after a breakup most ppl can't even stay frens. i dun really c why, but i dun really care.
as i like to sae, sometimes it's really jtb.
some ppl claim, jtb is a lousy policy. cos this is too simplistic thinking alr. but as i like to sae, which do u wan? embrace the simple, or indulge in the complicated and get permanent head damage? complicatedness is good. it allows u to understand many things. complicated, profound and complex things are wisdom.
but do rmb, simplicity is also a form of wisdom, if not, an even more useful and difficult to master form of wisdom.
more importantly, moderation is a greater form of wisdom. it comes from the balance of the profound and simple.
I guess that was okay.
When you said you loved me twice
I thought that you would stay.
When you said you loved me thrice
My heart began to sway.
But when you said you loved me a fourth time
You turned your back and ran away.
i will try to tackle this above situation.
many a time, it's a 2 way thing. interactions muz b 2 ways nearly all the time. even u tink about it, dissolving of a certain compound in a certain solvent. if solvent and compound have dipole moments, they can form pd-pd. 2 way. but if it's like water and hexane. polar wif non-polar cannot. small wif big cannot. 2 ways.
1 side may want to accept the other side. but if the other side is not willing to surrender or accept back, then there is nothing. it's juz like if hexane want to dissolve in water, but water and hexane can't form that dipole interactions. jtb.
sadly speaking, a person may love someone. but if this someone is not willing to yield himself to the person who loves him, then it won't work out. or if this someone not willing to accept the person who loves him, then jtb too. most of all, they can stay frens. but from wad i noe, alot of times after a breakup most ppl can't even stay frens. i dun really c why, but i dun really care.
as i like to sae, sometimes it's really jtb.
some ppl claim, jtb is a lousy policy. cos this is too simplistic thinking alr. but as i like to sae, which do u wan? embrace the simple, or indulge in the complicated and get permanent head damage? complicatedness is good. it allows u to understand many things. complicated, profound and complex things are wisdom.
but do rmb, simplicity is also a form of wisdom, if not, an even more useful and difficult to master form of wisdom.
more importantly, moderation is a greater form of wisdom. it comes from the balance of the profound and simple.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Monday, June 22, 2009
wad u doing, har??
wad u tinking? i juz wasted $10 or so on stuff that could hav been saved. i juz wasted cash and time bowling when much cash could hav been saved by using my brain. and not wasting time and chionging. jtb they sae. but it seems, there's a way to remedy this. u had a bad day
let's hope things are better next time.
wad u tinking? i juz wasted $10 or so on stuff that could hav been saved. i juz wasted cash and time bowling when much cash could hav been saved by using my brain. and not wasting time and chionging. jtb they sae. but it seems, there's a way to remedy this. u had a bad day
let's hope things are better next time.
why can't every single human be born the same way, reared the same way, wired the same way?
if this was so. wouldn't it be wonderful? so easy. we are juz pieces in a game. then someone just controls us and we dun feel anything. we juz go through the process.
or shld i sae who is the idiot(s) who decide to tell me to start thinking, to grow up, to see things from many perspective? if i never knew what is feeling, opinion, relativity and subjectivity, i will juz grow up knowing societal and political norms.
and i dun hav to worry about opinions. what i tink. what others tink.
and others will not hav to worry about the same thing.
jtb.
if this was so. wouldn't it be wonderful? so easy. we are juz pieces in a game. then someone just controls us and we dun feel anything. we juz go through the process.
or shld i sae who is the idiot(s) who decide to tell me to start thinking, to grow up, to see things from many perspective? if i never knew what is feeling, opinion, relativity and subjectivity, i will juz grow up knowing societal and political norms.
and i dun hav to worry about opinions. what i tink. what others tink.
and others will not hav to worry about the same thing.
jtb.
Friday, June 19, 2009
we come into this world, we are all the same. but have we been wired the same way? apparently i dun tink so. 据我所知，一般人只为一些肤浅表面的东西而活。例如财产，职权，名利。为何如此现实？我不明白。我更不想知道。但是我因此现象感得担忧，也为人类感得很可惜。
如果一个人想要觉悟，醒觉，睁开眼睛看看自己的周围，我们为何而生？at the end of the day. u may notice what keeps u going is love. ur love for people around u, things around you. other's love for you. what other hold dear. it is an immense power. without it, what can keep u going? money. sure. money can keep u going. sure. power can keep u going. but are u sure this is ur only drive in life? power can bring u anywhere. money can buy u anything. u can hav a great societal status. but is really societal status is what you want? or do u prefer the sacrifice for someone else because of love, rather than sacrificng ur ownself for something which in the end amount to vanity? u may get societal status. but after 10 years, do u tink u still worth the same?
let me give u an illustration. a soccer player. veron, if u do know him. skilful and talented. moved from argentina to sampdoria for 15 mil pounds, moved to lazio for 18 mil pounds, to man utd for 28.1 mil pounds. after that was a total decline of his valuation. and this only required 6 years. of course, he is still as skilled. but wad i'm trying to sae is that, valuation is like this. it disappears. it DISAPPEARS. even u tink if u want to stay on political arena like mm lee. tell me, has his valuation dropped? i can safely say yes. how many s'pore not happy wif him carrying on in political scene, although u hav to admit it is rather necessary? valuation of u drops. do u prefer to sacrifice urself for societal nonsense? or do u want the everlasting power and drive of love?
i'm not here to tell u to stop fulfilling ur societal commitments and responsibilities. but to remind u that at the end of the day, i feel that everyone shld not be living for the emptiness of tangible stuff. power. money. why? u need them, but u don't need all of it. u just nid a little of it. tell me, if u are daring enuff. live one life without others loving u. and without u loving others. and love nothing but money and power. after that, if u tell me that u have lead a meaningful life. i will applaud u.
a pity that it seems on the surface of society, everyone is doing this. why ppl refuse to go and treat each other wif sincerity, and u rather b quiet or play politics? what is the point? what is the point? if u treat ppl wif love, u may not get it back straightaway. but if u continue to be urself and from your heart treat others nicely, i don't see why there is anything to lose. u lose societal power and value. but is that of much worth, than forgoing ur loving self and seek glory and power for urself?
time to stop. too incoherent.
如果一个人想要觉悟，醒觉，睁开眼睛看看自己的周围，我们为何而生？at the end of the day. u may notice what keeps u going is love. ur love for people around u, things around you. other's love for you. what other hold dear. it is an immense power. without it, what can keep u going? money. sure. money can keep u going. sure. power can keep u going. but are u sure this is ur only drive in life? power can bring u anywhere. money can buy u anything. u can hav a great societal status. but is really societal status is what you want? or do u prefer the sacrifice for someone else because of love, rather than sacrificng ur ownself for something which in the end amount to vanity? u may get societal status. but after 10 years, do u tink u still worth the same?
let me give u an illustration. a soccer player. veron, if u do know him. skilful and talented. moved from argentina to sampdoria for 15 mil pounds, moved to lazio for 18 mil pounds, to man utd for 28.1 mil pounds. after that was a total decline of his valuation. and this only required 6 years. of course, he is still as skilled. but wad i'm trying to sae is that, valuation is like this. it disappears. it DISAPPEARS. even u tink if u want to stay on political arena like mm lee. tell me, has his valuation dropped? i can safely say yes. how many s'pore not happy wif him carrying on in political scene, although u hav to admit it is rather necessary? valuation of u drops. do u prefer to sacrifice urself for societal nonsense? or do u want the everlasting power and drive of love?
i'm not here to tell u to stop fulfilling ur societal commitments and responsibilities. but to remind u that at the end of the day, i feel that everyone shld not be living for the emptiness of tangible stuff. power. money. why? u need them, but u don't need all of it. u just nid a little of it. tell me, if u are daring enuff. live one life without others loving u. and without u loving others. and love nothing but money and power. after that, if u tell me that u have lead a meaningful life. i will applaud u.
a pity that it seems on the surface of society, everyone is doing this. why ppl refuse to go and treat each other wif sincerity, and u rather b quiet or play politics? what is the point? what is the point? if u treat ppl wif love, u may not get it back straightaway. but if u continue to be urself and from your heart treat others nicely, i don't see why there is anything to lose. u lose societal power and value. but is that of much worth, than forgoing ur loving self and seek glory and power for urself?
time to stop. too incoherent.
juz as i thought i attained nirvana, i'm wrong.
i'm wrong. i proved myself wrong. and by that, i proved myself that i am a sane human, and i am not conforming to the freakin societal definition of a jc kid. as a matter of fact. juz go shit it seriously. why is it so hard to conform to a nice kid? being normal is a good thing. u dun hav to worry why u seem wrong. u juz chiong wif the flow, u go wif it. ppl do, u do. ppl eat shit, u eat shit. juz in the hope of emptiness, which is wonderful when u are young. so why can't i pursue emptiness anymore? heh. it will go back to the start. once u stop pursuing emptiness, u can't start pursuing it again. juz like many many other things.
anw on a more positive note, i did pick up a 2-4-10, and left no 3-4-7-10. but it was yu's turn to leave 3-4-7-10. and i found that my pin slasher hits like a truck on csc lanes. a monster trcuk to b specific. i reckon it will do on other brunswick lanes too. fun fun.
i'm wrong. i proved myself wrong. and by that, i proved myself that i am a sane human, and i am not conforming to the freakin societal definition of a jc kid. as a matter of fact. juz go shit it seriously. why is it so hard to conform to a nice kid? being normal is a good thing. u dun hav to worry why u seem wrong. u juz chiong wif the flow, u go wif it. ppl do, u do. ppl eat shit, u eat shit. juz in the hope of emptiness, which is wonderful when u are young. so why can't i pursue emptiness anymore? heh. it will go back to the start. once u stop pursuing emptiness, u can't start pursuing it again. juz like many many other things.
anw on a more positive note, i did pick up a 2-4-10, and left no 3-4-7-10. but it was yu's turn to leave 3-4-7-10. and i found that my pin slasher hits like a truck on csc lanes. a monster trcuk to b specific. i reckon it will do on other brunswick lanes too. fun fun.
Monday, June 15, 2009
hong ya zin sing ki,
ho ya zin sing ki,
ki wa na eh bo ji ki
ai ya siao si ki,
jing go lai tak ki,
xiu li xiu li m zai wu xia yi yi
...............
hong wa eh ho
gam gong si nan ling eh hi
m gua mian dui hian si mong tiong zui za ni.
most love songs will talk about not able to face the truth, lack of balls. i will sae that's normal. if u can go figure it out. hahhahahaha.
ho ya zin sing ki,
ki wa na eh bo ji ki
ai ya siao si ki,
jing go lai tak ki,
xiu li xiu li m zai wu xia yi yi
...............
hong wa eh ho
gam gong si nan ling eh hi
m gua mian dui hian si mong tiong zui za ni.
most love songs will talk about not able to face the truth, lack of balls. i will sae that's normal. if u can go figure it out. hahhahahaha.
Sunday, June 14, 2009
for the christian-tolerant ones, or christians:
What a friend we have in Jesus,
All our sins and griefs to bear!
What a privilage to carry
Ev'rything to God in prayer!
Oh, what peace we often forfeit,
Oh what needless pain we bear,
All because we do not carry
Ev'rything to God in prayer!
Have we trials and temptations?
Is there trouble anywhere?
We should never be discouraged,
Take it to the Lord in prayer:
Can we find a friend so faithful
Who will all our sorrows share?
Jesus Knows our every weakness,
Take it to the Lord in prayer.
Are we weak and heavy laden,
Cumbered with a load of care?
Precious Saviour, still our refuge;
Take it to the Lord in prayer:
Do thy friends despise, forsake thee?
Take it to the Lord in prayer;
In His arms He'll take and shield thee;
Thou wilt find a solace there.
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well if u do tolerate christianity tinking. i mean. this world is like this, we preferably shld develop our own tinking, our system, etc. which is good. but even wif all these our individual niches, and lousiness, we shld always rmb to tolerate other's lousy points. i always respect other ppl beliefs, and if they are not christian, i will always see their views on why they dun believe. and i read book about why ppl dun believe, although not many books yet la. haha. lazy sia. but if i had a chance i will like to probe into islam and buddhism/hinduism. cos they seem very relevant here. finding out other stuff will let me understand christianity more as well.
same applies in other points of life. why do some ppl prefer to meng mug? and some ppl prefer less mugging and more of understanding? that is a preference problem. but if u do bother figuring out why they prefer their own method, it will allow u to understand as well why u like to do it ur way. and if u do find that ur way is lousy, then u can be in place to make a change in ur thinking, and get a good tinking. a best way for urself. juz like bowling. i 2 handed, but i still take advice from ppl who play 1 hand, since some of the concepts are rather similar.
since when i start to type such philosophical nonsense again? HAHA. shen jing bing.
What a friend we have in Jesus,
All our sins and griefs to bear!
What a privilage to carry
Ev'rything to God in prayer!
Oh, what peace we often forfeit,
Oh what needless pain we bear,
All because we do not carry
Ev'rything to God in prayer!
Have we trials and temptations?
Is there trouble anywhere?
We should never be discouraged,
Take it to the Lord in prayer:
Can we find a friend so faithful
Who will all our sorrows share?
Jesus Knows our every weakness,
Take it to the Lord in prayer.
Are we weak and heavy laden,
Cumbered with a load of care?
Precious Saviour, still our refuge;
Take it to the Lord in prayer:
Do thy friends despise, forsake thee?
Take it to the Lord in prayer;
In His arms He'll take and shield thee;
Thou wilt find a solace there.
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well if u do tolerate christianity tinking. i mean. this world is like this, we preferably shld develop our own tinking, our system, etc. which is good. but even wif all these our individual niches, and lousiness, we shld always rmb to tolerate other's lousy points. i always respect other ppl beliefs, and if they are not christian, i will always see their views on why they dun believe. and i read book about why ppl dun believe, although not many books yet la. haha. lazy sia. but if i had a chance i will like to probe into islam and buddhism/hinduism. cos they seem very relevant here. finding out other stuff will let me understand christianity more as well.
same applies in other points of life. why do some ppl prefer to meng mug? and some ppl prefer less mugging and more of understanding? that is a preference problem. but if u do bother figuring out why they prefer their own method, it will allow u to understand as well why u like to do it ur way. and if u do find that ur way is lousy, then u can be in place to make a change in ur thinking, and get a good tinking. a best way for urself. juz like bowling. i 2 handed, but i still take advice from ppl who play 1 hand, since some of the concepts are rather similar.
since when i start to type such philosophical nonsense again? HAHA. shen jing bing.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Friday, June 12, 2009
it's bad to play at cdans.
u hit the target, u strike. u miss the target, there is margin of error, get dry part, strike. or tio the oil and skid, strike. u duno where is wrong and right. so u duno whether u pro or not. u duno whether u hav got the idea or not.
when u go to somewhere difficult, like chevrons, let's say juz somewhere where ur margin for error is juz a bit lesser. like safra yishun. suddenly u find a dip in score. are u ready for it? heh. i duno.
all i can sae now is train, train release, balance, settle a sparing system, everyting which is the basic 1st. den go fiddle around wif other tings to refine.
same disclaimer. u can take it literally. or u can try not to take it literally.
u hit the target, u strike. u miss the target, there is margin of error, get dry part, strike. or tio the oil and skid, strike. u duno where is wrong and right. so u duno whether u pro or not. u duno whether u hav got the idea or not.
when u go to somewhere difficult, like chevrons, let's say juz somewhere where ur margin for error is juz a bit lesser. like safra yishun. suddenly u find a dip in score. are u ready for it? heh. i duno.
all i can sae now is train, train release, balance, settle a sparing system, everyting which is the basic 1st. den go fiddle around wif other tings to refine.
same disclaimer. u can take it literally. or u can try not to take it literally.
Monday, June 08, 2009
si liao. si liao.
it's not good to have a lousy wrist position, to not be able to send the ball out properly, to not give it a proper rotation, to not get a nice reaction, and most of all, to not be able to send the freaking ball out in the way u want.
let's juz blame it on a heavier ball.
u can either take this literally. or not literally.
it's not good to have a lousy wrist position, to not be able to send the ball out properly, to not give it a proper rotation, to not get a nice reaction, and most of all, to not be able to send the freaking ball out in the way u want.
let's juz blame it on a heavier ball.
u can either take this literally. or not literally.
Thursday, June 04, 2009
they say, we are only given a pair of hands, a pair of ears blah blah. but only one heart. why? the other heart was given to someone else, and u supposed to find that.
but, rmb sth. if u break ur own heart, then no one would be able to find u. u will never be able to find the other heart, because when ur heart is picha, u cannot feel anything alr. therefore, u muz stay positive, then u can find ur other heart.
but, rmb sth. if u break ur own heart, then no one would be able to find u. u will never be able to find the other heart, because when ur heart is picha, u cannot feel anything alr. therefore, u muz stay positive, then u can find ur other heart.
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
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