when i c c look look around, alot of ppl seem to hav alot more social life than me.

but i wonder how much of it is a facade.

let's b clear, i dun go out wif hordes of ppl. i see only about 3-5 ppl regularly nowadays (exclude family n extended family).

but when ppl expose themselves to 10 ppl per day or big fat groups e.g. orientation group, is it meaningful? do they hav much meaningful interaction?

or are they juz filling up some emotional void?

i can only be cynical... HAHA. mayb i shldn't compare.

at least i can confidently say i'm not wasting my time when i meet these few ppl. i hav great interactions with them. so that's a great positive personally...

i wld not mind being this positive/sharing factor in others' life too tho. but i juz feel quite sad that alot of ppl seem to chiong superficial friends at the expense of meaningful ppl.

not everything is of god. some things are of evil. some things are the manifestation of the anti-christ.

it is very clear. does a true christ need to fight? no. true christians with the right God living in them, they are willing to face persecution. they will not back out of persecution, twist words and mess up themselves. if u live by the Spirit, u will not get into trouble with a sound, God-fearing law. if the law is not God-fearing, i dun mind fighting it. but if it has been good, sound, and Christ-like, naturally i shldn't b in trouble. check out many of paul's epistles. full of reminders.

funny. 我有坏习惯，就是喜欢纷争。最近有事情令我反省。有人整天在监视我，想把我打倒，想把我搞得堕落。哈哈。我本来想用华人方式对待他。所谓“君子报仇，十年未晚”。我感觉有所不对劲。

我翻了翻圣经。就看看耶稣怎么对待这种情况。就看看马太福音 5：38 至48 -

- 你们听见有话说，以眼还眼，以牙还牙。 
5:39 
- 只是我告诉你们，不要与恶人作对。有人打你的右脸，连左脸也转过来由他打。 
5:40 
- 有人想要告你，要拿你的里衣，连外衣也由他拿去。 
5:41 
- 有人强逼你走一里路，你就同他走二里。 
5:42 
- 有求你的，就给他。有向你借货的，不可推辞。 
5:43 
- 你们听见有话说，当爱你的邻舍，恨你的仇敌。 
5:44 
- 只是我告诉你们，要爱你们的仇敌。为那逼迫你们的祷告。 
5:45 
- 这样，就可以作你们天父的儿子。因为他叫日头照好人，也照歹人，降雨给义人，也给不义的人。 
5:46 
- 你们若单爱那爱你们的人。有什么赏赐呢。就是税吏不也是这样行麽。 
5:47 
- 你们若单请你弟兄的安，比人有什么长处呢。就是外邦人不也是这样行麽。 
5:48 
- 所以你们要完全，像你们的天父完全一样。 

超有道理。

check it out...

so why have i been fighting? like honestly. if i resort to violence, i am not reflecting what God is. i am merely living out my carnal wants, my carnal aggression, i am living out my ego. is this the right thing? i rather be guided by the spirit. 

the Spirit. check out the fruit of the Spirit: Galatians 5:22-23. the Spirit and the flesh struggle against each other. ultimately, i rather trust God, and be guided by Him through the Spirit than be guided by my own wants.

Also, the critics need to provide an acceptable, objective moral standard by which they can criticize biblical morality.  It is one thing to complain.  It is another to offer a justification for the validity of the complaint.  By what right and by what objective ethical standard do the critics offer moral condemnation against Biblical morals?  This is a serious question that if not answered by the critics, renders the critics’ complaints moot.  After all, you must first have a standard against which to measure good and bad and without a standard, no complaints can be legitimately offered.

quoted from carm.org

never mention stuff that u probably hav not much interest to try to someone driving a car when u're sitting inside it as a passenger.

chances are he may juz show u another dimension of good stuff.

i've been kaypohing the site rgding dr jiajia and family. i am seriously damn disturbed. why is the family allowing the whole of s'pore giv encouragement to the dyslexic kid? like seriously? mayb i'm a little over-sensitive here, but it does not make sense for the whole of the nation to sae the daughter and son v cute and stuff. it's too damn inappropriate.

sometimes it's hard to believe that other ppl are better off when u are obviously a greater choice.

greater as in the opposite of lesser.

there are many ppl who are lesser, but are materially and intangibly better off. hmm.