i'm juz shutting my mouth over wad i'm going through. but that doesn't shut my brain. idiots. these bunch of idiots. wad u trying to do eh. take up time in my life and waste it? i tink u are very very very very successful in it. farking idiots. u dunno ur mistake? i juz dowan to sae. i dun tell u the mistake. go find out urself. and once u find out u will understand wad sort of a fack u are. u will find dat u're juz another useless idiot. maybe not la. some of ur egos are juz so dam fkin big already. u cant reduce it. and u're juz fkin lucky u hav a bunch of frens hu agree wif wad u do eh young man. u tink wad

i tink i suggest certain people go live in africa. for a few reasons. these people muz go there to see how bad ppl are suffering. and how much they walk or wadeva there. and they will like it. cos they are fkin slave drivers. they tink wad nehneh shit here and there very fun. u shit i nid to clean up? fkin idiots. all i can tell u here in s'pore is a nice society. u shit on the road the police tell u hey boy wad u trying to do. but unfortunately we're not in s'pore apparently. we're in lyk m'sia or sth. u shit on the road the police sae heh lemme lim kopi. den shut up. u watch out la. u're juz lucky u're on top. fkin ccb. if i plp den i wonder wad u can fkin do. u tink wad u look better than me on the surface u're big? u tink i'm afraid? come la if there was no beta i would hav destroyed u easily. u're juz saved by that beta system of shit.

let's see. some s2pid haze is clogging the view nowadays. thx to wind blowing smoke from dunno where la. i mean i noe where but no nid to sae one every1 oso know where it comes from. but anw ytd was playing dota and had some nice discoveries of new stuff. but nvm la.

wad can i sae? it's empty. empty. vanity. nothing. nonsense. it's nonsense. i hav nothing now. even if i farm i hav nothing. there's no point. y do i study? i get good results. but i cant get wad i want. some idiots good for them. they thick skin. noe they are idiots but they clever and go here and there. i stupid. no use. only can wad. study? play piano? guitar? dat's all wad. lousy person. wif liddat oso cant get things that i wan. or shld i sae it's thing that i want. disappointing.

well if u do rmb these were some pics that are hot last year. juz wanted to put. and so far i haven't been staying up quite late. but this week really forced me to a dead end. idiotic. gotta settle this that that this.

well. love 1 - 0 老爹. dat's it. i lost. i lost it. the opposition is too pro. it is juz too overwhelming. fk it man. y. y muz lose at the eve of valentine day. heng my good fren tuesday din set imba test. else u would hav saw me disappearing from the face of the earth. sometimes tings cannot work out the way u wan it to be. that's life for u. and i should like spoil the comp and keyboard already. cos too much water on it. but luckily nothing happens. and some more make me no mood to study for test. y muz it b like this. y?

disappointing. u look at the fire. it can burn very strong. it can also burn little bit. maybe it's only embers. sometimes it's lyk idiotic wildfire. y? idiotic. well. i duno. it can b maybe y the song goes: in the beginning, i tried to warn u, u played wif fire, it's gonna kill u. well it's not my fault. i noe i hav never played wif matchsticks when i was young. i know many were so interested in playing matchstick. i duno y. i tink it's so lame. i rather play wif bunsen. but i dun lyk hot stuff such as these. the most i played wif was lyk barbecue fire. dat one den funny wad.

but well barbecue fire. it can cook certain types of food. some types of food nid oil den can, some types is throw into the fire... well. i duno la. u muz use ur brain. wasting time. yea. some ppl sae it's wasting time playing wif fire. but well there's a mental problem here. wad can i sae?.. dat's it la it's the mental problem. maybe it's not wif the fire. it's wif the brain. the brain.

think of it. it's hard to keep ur dick upright. i give u educated bastards 2 choices 2day. have a dick and b poor. or else have no dick and earn more money than those hu hav a dick. think about it this way. all of u educated ppl all strive for better portfolio, attend this and that juz to add the lines to it. and actually even u hav slacked in any of the stuff written in it, u will still include it. this is so that nxt time when u get employed by ur good boss he will choose u instead of a person hu has a dick, and has nothing in the portfolio.

isn't that true? does that even ring a bell? if it doesn't nvm. cos i dun tink it would. noobs. u dun even bother about it. i mean it's like even u care. u dun care. u hav better portfolio, u noe very well u're gonna b better job prospect and chances than those idiots who hav only a blank portfolio because they have dicks and dun do dickless things. if u tink about it this is true. dun deny. i'm not asking u to grow ur dick now. i'm juz telling u u hav to wake up. noe hu u are. nowadays many of this dickless people infiltrate the society, we dun even noe hu's the dickless ones. even sometimes dickless people can suddenly hav an act of dick, people hu hav a dick will suddenly b tempted by cash and do sth dickless. but i tell u to change a whole personality is magic. it's magic. i cant expect some dickless idiot to hav a dick suddenly. wake up.

and if up till this point u still dunno what is a dick, i giv u a hint. dick here is not penis. if u duno, too bad, i tink continue living in ur dream world. and i noe dreamworks is a film producing company, if u wan to work there go for it. i never stop u. if u wan to work in big company and get big post because nowadays u do dickless stuff and hav the better reports to show the big boss, go ahead, my impression that u dun hav a dick will never waver. this is the truth. and i noe in the modern world almost every s'porean do not hav a dick. they are all going for all those shit. all those shit that can make ur portfolio better. these ppl are better off in geylang. and i can tell u alot of ppl even worse, want to spoil this dick of mine. all asking me to do dickless stuff. well, those things that i go for is what i hav an interest in and talent, and many a time i dun go and ppl ask me to go for such thing it's idiotic. only ting is that they tink they are not idiotic cos they tink it's good to be dickless, since the current society requires u to be dickless. and i'm not joking. if u're gonna b the dick one, u gonna lose out, but i'm very sure u'll never lose ur conscience. some dickless ppl their conscience is not pricked by doing assholic stuff, well that's too bad lioa, it's something sorry for them. i will hav to full sympathise wif these ppl.

life is interesting. and stressful. if you're bothered by something that can potentially hinder u from doing what u're supposed to. take for example u wan to do work on a bus. den u c a sexy lady walking past u and sitting infront or next to u. u'll b so interested in looking at wad bra she wear, later she wear some hot bra or wad... well. wad can i sae? it's like this. too bad. u hav to accpet it