beware when u talk to the press. muz b extra cautious, extra plp, extra politcally correct. or else u're gone. like the wad za bor. spend money too much or wad. but i duno how true it is. but i dun care. maybe she juz sae sth suay den tio. cos reporter all liddat one muz tok juicy then got ppl read. it's a profession. so too bad. i duno.

see it, feel it, and draw. and smile.

i wonder is it very difficult to go and know a person i greater detail? do you prefer to have very little frens who u know very well, or many frens but u noe a shit about them, other than that they wank or do not? think about it. i tell u there are many factors to make ppl click, and one of the few factors is about introvert, and extrovert. notice introvert ppl prefer to noe less ppl, but they are closer to these. extrovert very nice to all, plp everybody. but many end up wif maybe no close fren. which is not very good. the type which is pro of course, in the middle. hav good frens and can make many frens type.

but i tell u, sometimes extroverted ppl should come and understand introvert. u tink u extrovert tok about sex very pro? i tell u, no. N O. NO. not nitrogen oxide. u all love masses, isn't it extroverted ppl. but is that the best thing on earth? to me it's not. it's juz a way to laugh at a person's ass or dick. who longer hu smaller hu bigger. hu fatter. i duno. but at the end of the day do u hav some ppl u noe very very well? i'm not sure. very weird. i tell u now, i dun like to b in a mass. and that means i tink 10 ppl i oso cant tahan. of course if go party, i understand. but u tell me, if u wan to hav good friendship, 10 ppl together make frenship? fk off la. more like gang bang or mass wank or mass sex. tink about it. u hav a wife. u sex her. 1 on 1. close relationship. u hav 5 men 5 women. orgy. got close relationship? dun hav. it's juz mass sex and ppl niao each other about dick size. pls la. i duno. if u love to hav many frens but no close ones, not my fault then. i cant control the way u are.

but spare a thought for poor introverted ppl like me. apparently we can see many introverted ppl following extroverted masters like little dogs looking for master. 主人，今天我讲的鸟话厉害吗？无聊透顶，讲话需要别人来叫你怎样讲鸟话？去面试就不同，但是讲鸟话每个人都可以讲。内向的人，你可能觉得你不能和他们好好交往，但是你有试过吗？没有就不要乱讲话。不要以为你有很多朋友你很厉害，有权威。其实可能一个真心朋友都没有，以后需要别人的支持帮助，看你除了疏远的家人之外，还有谁能来帮你？呵呵

彻底被拥有。但是老爹还不是很成功。即使这样，我办的不错了吧

bloody new blog skin. wan act cute wif me eh. dun let ppl select. sorry. i'm not that type dun allow copying type. cos when i read com i like to highlight highlight. so too bad. i decide to remove.

thanks alot to miniclip for this clip. very nice.

but sometimes i wonder y that mc cain go choose palin. my fren told me cos of za bor. dat time hillary everyone shiok. now got obama black. nid sth special. so mccain go act pro get za bor dat he not very sure about and work wif him. well. m si wa business.

fkin ccb. u tink wad. life planning will get u very far? i love playing the game of life. but i do see ppl playing the game of no life and winning me. very disappointing. the singapore society love life planners. i believe ang moh oso love life planners. just take kanasai as an example. i duno whether she is interested, or isit that she life planning. but i quite sense she life plan. nehneh. the game of no life requires to do good life planning which does not promise u a good life, but u do paint a wonderful road of cash for yourself, or else wonderful road of power and which means cash as well. young boy, u tink u all are better? i wonder whether i will show u wad is better.

anw if u are genuine person, u are passionate about everything, tell me that in my face, without the look that cos i am more successful and i am holding fkin more cold hard cash than u idiot. but if i sense any lack of proper ting in u, u can go and fk off. and shuff ur dick up ur arse. i tell u if urs is long enuff. not long enuff go order one from subway.

i may lose out. as i typed before. i may lose out cos i never plp. maybe i'm s2pid not to plp, and in the end lose out. yes, i am losing out on my future, i am losing out on cash, i am losing out on power and glory. but am i losing out on doing justice for ppl who do things according to passion? am i losing out spiritually? boy boy, i noe all of u easily can whack my butt off by showing me ur own s2pid cold hard bank account based in switzerland. and without any 洗钱。你性感，我不性感，但是谁是真正的赢者？如果你是真的厉害，我输得心服口服。但是你其实是一堆卑鄙无耻虚伪的一团 kanasai, 我为何跪下拜你？我跟你坦白讲，我宁愿拜 jonj, 也不要服从你这种 life planner.

losing out on society is one thing. facing up to urself is another. many dun agree with me. they sae face up to urself = plp, it means sucking up to everything, 做对自己有利益的事情。虽你去做你自己的判断分析。如果你觉得你是喜欢什么都作，变成社会的钱狗，而不是靠着优点长处而已做出一鸣惊人的事情，那我也无话可说。

there are many good things to remember. but there are bad things as well. i don't know why, but i prefer to look forward and work on what i have now. and not looking backward and working backward. u shld work on something that u have done or achieved, rather and look and sae, so sexy baby.

i will be very realistic. maybe it's the same topic, but i tink shld mention again

i know there are many people out there trying to ask me, why i never go and achieve more. i know with my working ability, i can get into council when i was sec 1 or 2. just that i didn't. i don't know why at 1st, but i just hated the idea of council. maybe i'm not so ra ra guy. but i think the main reason was that i don't want to be 虚伪，or on the other extreme, the person who tank all the crap. y i go there and waste time, although can get good portfolio? many ppl hu go council, dun deny lar. u wan to serve den sae. u got forced by teacher, ok i still can believe. but those who fake go in, sorry. u will not get my respect. but i tink most are like not purposely want one. probably teacher keep pestering them go. but then u choose, u still make decision. and if u are a bad guy, how do i trust that u go council do something good? so i also didn't want to face this situation, i din go council.

next, over academic achievement. i know i also can participate in this comp that comp. many ppl around me go many comps. but i never. i tink most of it is cos i'm lazy. and i dowan to do another proj without frens. i feel very pangseh. duno y. so i never. and because of laziness, i never go many competitions. many ppl sae waste. but i dun really think waste. i spend the leftover time having time to slack. shld i sae resting. why everyday do this and that slog ur fkin ass out for maybe a few more mentions in your personal statement? it may giv u an edge over me in the working world. but do i look scared? i may not get a high paying job as those who plp. but i tell u, i can face up to my conscience, but for u, ur money came from plp. and maybe less substance. we'll see. i will lose out. but so far i'm not afraid yet.

also about relationship with others. i take fren very seriously. many ppl are not my fren. only some are friends. some are good friends. other lumped under acquaintance. what is friendship to u? to many ppl, it is a way to show their ego and get their ego boost. when the other guy sae something plp, or ego boosting, they will sae o u're my fren cos u boost my ego. or some like to be with others who will niao them, will sae some bad ting about them blah blah. i duno y these ppl call ppl hu kar jiao them frens. pls la. get a friend at least who u can communicate ur feelings with, and where there are no ego boosting and competitiveness but useful criticism and correct praising. and also watch out u noe. 沟通感情重要，但是你要当心他是不是欺骗你的感情，还是真正想互相分享事情。简单讲，如果我跟你沟通不了感情，你永远做不了我的好朋友，而且如果你来找我的原因是要承着我的睾丸，我建议你去吸吸别人的脚。if your friend does nothing useful to you, is he a friend? and if friends cannot communicate effectively due to any problems, is this good friendship? well people have different view. so this is my view.

以上不是金科玉律，而是我的想法。不需要去跟随我的想法，没有用的。and remember i hate copyrights. dun hav to copy me fully, and dun pray to me as well. praying to me does nothing to yourself.

恶心。这种看丙。真是无耻。我这生命上从来也没有看过这么无耻的小朋友。原来，最近我的好朋友，你终于决定露出你的老鼠尾巴。对。老鼠。不是狐狸。因为狐狸做东西时，虽然卑鄙下贱，他们光明正大，不是在那里慢慢转圈圈。有时候，你要学会从洞里站出来，不要以为你的老鼠洞可以保护你一辈子，因为我总有一天会叫我的蚂蚁朋友把你的老鼠洞搞破坏。呵呵。如果你觉得你有所领悟，现在改过自新，还有机会拯救自己，避免你自己堕落成一堆大便，或者说一粒大便。但是如果你觉得你是世界上最有权利的小朋友，那你就继续这样做，我都不能阻止你，因为我在前没有什么权利。哈哈。

if you are good, u cant deny it. people can say bad things, but then u can just ignore because there are those who know u are really good, rather than those fake good one. however if u are bad, and you go and think you are good, then there is a problem with you. find out where to change your mindset now. rather than u wait until u start getting a job and then change. by then it may be too late. to apologise. to your ownself. and especially if now you have a job, and people all see you as bad and you know u are bad urself, do something to change. don't change, then u just end up as what u are now. a bad person. heheheeheh

wa. everybody spam make facebook. i duno y oso. maybe wan put their own picture on the internet.

it is easier for unreal brothers to hav unhappiness than real brothers.

unless ur family has something wrong, then not my fault. if you are brought up in a proper family, siblings should never have eternal unhappiness with each other. so well, ppl like to call every1 brother. but hu is a true one? just like the sibling one. sibling one u will never unhappy fully. but fren, some u sae brother u hav full unhappiness. u call this brother? i call this lying to urself and ppl around u

i refer to 2 sources before i wan to make any stands.

http://ug.china-embassy.org/eng/zt/jpxjflg/t219477.htm
http://www.apologeticsindex.org/f02.html

i believe some of u may hav heard of falun gong. or falun dafa. i saw these people like asking for donations or awareness of some humanitarian problem against the falun gong ppl hu practise it. ok let me be fair. i believe china, treating these falun gong ppl, is unfair, cos they torture, kope organs etc. but let me make this clear: falun gong is not a religious or spiritual ting: it's more of a cult.

it's this guy called li hongzhi who started it. he sort of make himself the main boss of this falun gong thing. and it becomes a cult cos all those believing falun gong muz duno some places chant his name blah blah. this li hongzhi guy believes the world is evil, and preach it, and only by following his falun gong thing then u can u noe, achieve some sort of a spiritual tingy. and u muz do something weird one. and the teachings oso like weird weir.

"The last of the 13 ''Basic Requirements and Points of Attention for Practicing Falun Gong'' contain some eerie words from Li: ''If you are interfered with by some terrifying scenes or feel threatened, just say to yourself: I am protected by my Master (??? i am protected by a human who is not beside me??). I am not afraid of anything. You may chant the name of Master Li, and continue with your practice.'' Although the statement is intended to reassure Falun Gong practitioners of Master Li's protection while they practice his prescribed exercises, they reveal two realities about Li and his spiritual disciplines. First, contact with spirit beings (i.e., demons) is a real possibility when one engages in Li's exercises....

aiyo. i dowan sae too much lar. later ppl come after me. but anw falun gong is banned in s'pore too, cos it is cult. it is this guy trying to make ppl believe in him, but in the end they may turn demonic, satanic. i hope none of my frens will turn to this cult. seriously.

i should try to refer to chinese and western sources before i make a very dangerous writing on a "religion", or "cult" or wadeva u call it.

saya memory abit kelong. wanted to comment on that jc wadeva u call it. toking or sth. i tink very lame. slp in the place muz get demerit points? so smart. pls la i try to keep awake all lesson doesn't mean i never sleep when i buay tahan eh? fren liddat ppl go home even more tired u noe. oklo if u wan stay as ur wadeva democracy but communism bt marxism but imperialism, yeah imperailsim. we shldn't 4get our decision head is a half farmer or sth. naturalised farmer? i duno. wadeva. anw my head i duno so well. i only can rmb about him is about wad take care of ur birdy. yeah take care of ur body.

anyway speaking about subject combinations. ppl all decide liao. i wan law, science, weird, guailan, quailan. and then of course got those wait choose subject one wait za bor choose type. and speaking about za bor will bring me to accent. later all go there will ang moh. i scared i go there lose china indentity. which is bad. ppl like me dowan turn ang moh one. but unfortunately later got za bor only speak english or tink english cool, speak china and hokkien si buay uncouth, sibeh 恶心。well it's up to u. as long as i and ppl hu speak chinese still speak in singlish, i dun really care. za bor tink singlish is not nice, wan stop me? sure. pay me money. but anw i may be the odd dick out cos i bo ang moh accent, not so zai zai english, while others all imba fluent engrish. saya engrish is all mix chinese malay tamil one, i duno wad i toking.

disappointing.

heh. young babes. u all very clever i understand. but aiya. chasing car ma. u noe. chasing car is kanchiong. but when u chase the car u noe cannot chase one so muz wait for it to turn back and bang u la. idiot. u chase the car u waste ur energy. y not wait the car turn back bang u instead. u c the car turn back and bang u then u hav enuff energy to zao diao if u never waste ur strength to chase the car. use brain la. hello.

anyway. i'm not such a smart person la. i noe i ask u all to become smarter. u all muz understand la. u c ppl sae live vicariously ma. 老爹已经老了，要明白，开始有点神经病。如果你们不明白我想谈谈的事情我宁愿你们不管我的东西。现在的社会开放，大家可随心所欲，蛮多事情可以做到你爽，可是我觉得大家做些事情前应该想想自己可能会留下的印象。你喜欢人家认为你头脑有病吗？那你就应该开始改改你的动作，不然人家以为你是另一个雨伞。and for example like me. i sae i not feminist, and not sexist oso. cos that's how i function. 但是如果你觉得你有病，也要别人觉得你的确有病，那我说的也没用吧。继续随心所欲。谢谢。

well. a little sad. i need more practice for chinese. but disappointingly we given that LT. irritating. wad a weird position to do stuff in. aiyo. i wan study my chinese properly u liddat tekan lao die. wad is this. sianded. might as well giv me the papers and i go home do seriously. the work rate could be much better.

大家，请小心你正在读的东西。今天，我又做到了一个理解问答。正是令老爹失望。那个女中又出一样的圈套，通过理解题目来搞女人主义。shld i sae feminist. 真是奇怪。要教，就教正确的社会价值观啦，整天在那里教这种歪主义，对你的女生有什么帮助？你跟我谈谈有什么好处。

要彻底的了解你自己，你需要设计一些目标。得不到的话，那你就没有那么厉害。但是，至少你知道你在这方面作的多好。

every1 chiong award. chiong 1.00. is that needed? okla maybe if to make urself happy is the reason, i would sae go for it. but if that 1.00 is to chiong for sth, and u purposely meng chiong, but u admit, then i respect. but this is a fine line between my respect and despise. i will despise those meng chiong, but in the end sae never chiong but still 1.00 type. this type is called idiot.

i nid money. if u tink u can donate me in any way, contact me

小朋友们，若你们要在别人的生命上留下一个深刻的好印象，你们不应该故意去做一些东西，让别人以为你是一个伟大的英雄。就如我认识一个人，他的目标真是有点恶心，他想让每个人以为他是一个厉害的人。无聊。这样做你只会在浪费自己的时间，想要怎样才可以让别人对你有个好印象。以前其实我有些过错。比如我要让每个人以为我是一个小丑。很好笑。现在想想真是觉得很恶心。每个人以为你是那种有病的人的感觉真是令我自己恶心，所以我就改改自己。

但是当然世界上故意要有一些人。很精彩。就像我说提过的那种生活在世界但是没有得到或经历过精彩的东西，他们就故意做事情来让别人觉得他们很精彩，很好玩。但是其实他们这样做，别人就会觉得他们也是头脑有病。那些故意要别人留下什么印象的人也不例外。小朋友们，有些东西应该顺其自然，不用故意来做些事情。不要乱为事情担心，小小事情就不爽，小小成就开喜酒庆祝。生命应该慢慢一点点来，不用一来就。。。太冲动。哈哈。

哇！研究了一会儿我发现我的生活真的太精彩了。想知道就找我喝杯茶或咖啡

今天老爹被提醒了几件事情。就是说耶稣已经赦免我的罪恶，赦免全世界的罪恶，所以我们也应该像他一样原谅大家，饶恕，包容，赦免等等。而且耶稣也只为了很少东西发怒，所以我也应该不乱发怒。哈哈。想让老爹不爽其实是一件很容易的事情，但是要跟老爹和好就没有那么容易。精彩。

其实生活如果没有挫折，哪里来找精彩。很多人很聪明。为了精彩，他们就故意整天不务正业，去寻找挫折。无聊。真是无聊。挫折其实是免费的，为什么想去寻找问题？很好玩啊哈哈。这样讲那么我也应该停止睡觉去寻找精彩的东西。但是小朋友们，你们要当心，当心你们中间的一些无聊人，或“牧者”，这些牧者很厉害，每天最厉害也就是挑拨离间，终日只会乱传大便消息，让人家听到很爽，然后大家就像狗似的开始向这些牧者一起挑拨离间。哈哈。看得多了。小朋友们，当心，不然掉进陷阱了，就无药可救了哦！！

saya is not very pro. now waiting nelly to come. but well nelly held up. so i duno. but anyway it's good to wait. u noe. baby i will wait 4 u. so i'll wait. but sometimes i never wait for opposite nellies. u c i dun mind waiting for nelly in the positive end. but i hate waiting for nellies who like to nell sceptic. aiya. duno how to sae. dun bother oso. haha

u noe pissing is good for health. u remove all ur urea waste from ur piss. it's good. or else later ur body inside full of the urea. bad sia. later when u bleed u smell/taste ur urine. den sae. wa siala i love it man smell like cum. wa. problem in body. good.

ass crap. wad do u wan to noe? idiot. duno wad i tinking den u can go and die. and dun let me noe wad u tinking u can oso go and die. both ways can go and die. blady hell. wasting time. y cant ppl hav brain? are u born clever or stupid? even if u born s2pid i was already good enuff, sensitive enuff not to tell u u are s2pid. nehneh. u tink very fun? nehneh. it isnt very easy u noe. i noe i'm very much smarter. many tings i never do. y? i dowan to show i'm outstanding. y? so that i dun anyhow overshadow u. u may b proud for me. but i tink it's fkin insensitive. and every1 in the world is asking me to go this go that. i never. maybe cos i'm lazy. yes and i never anyhow brag of results. nehneh. u tink very easy? everywhere i go i never sae anyting about results good cos it's s2pidly insensitive.

idiot. life muz b faced wif many idiots. so that there is some shiok in it. and i duno y. muz hav idiots. many of them. maybe i shld b the one who go and die. cos i'm always saying others die. so i die there should b world peace cos there will not b anybody criticising ur idiocy. and also i will not get so many ppl who call me idiot cos i never go this that this that. i tell u str8 in the face. i never go this that is cos i'm LAZY. and it's not my full passion. blady hell. and i juz duno how to put it and u sae i idiot. sorry. i face the world as it is. i dowan u to help. y i nid ur help? u only ask me go this that this that so that portfolio sexy. i will show u. no portfolio sexy can b good job oso. y not i juz join j become porn star can earn many money???? erpz. idiot. that one nid portfolio ar? o lao die ur CV so zai sex wif paris, britney, madonna b4. o so pro.

real and fake. fake and real. many ppl cannot find out wad's wrong. another one is the flawed view of human well-being. many tink well being is juz like oh i sae happy means happy. well. sometimes ppl sae happy is fake one. it's juz like a normal ting to sae. e.g. hi, how are u? ok. ok does not mean much wad. but well it's nice to sae ok only ma. but anyway. it's crap. i shall not tok too much lest i start referring to stuff. esp certain stuff. dat i shld not talk about, in case i destroy any wadeva, unhappiness.

but let's back to tok about the high pitch low pitch nonsense. many men of hci well they like to sing low. and from sec 1 many tink low is the way to go cos it makes me feel manly. yes man. when u get to sec 4, suddenly u tink high voice is nice, it is to be sought after, u try to sing high den u squeak. or cannot sing too loud. c'mon la when sing dun sing low and close mouth sing. u muz learn to open ur s2pid mouth, like letting ur za bor french kiss. later u french kiss never open mouth. well. wadeva. not for me to dictate anyway. so i shldn't tok too much.