we speak about freedom.

but regimentation is everywhere. think about it, u tink governments are not controlled by somebody? think again... haha. as much as we want to be free and can do anyting, we actually cannot. in nearly all situations.

everyting's fine so far in ns, nth much interesting tho to talk about.

if i were to comment on behaviour, it'll probably be a long list. my reflections, another long list. my speculation about certain ppl, another long list. generally negative comments, but there are certain outstanding positive comments too.

let me carry on having a positive attitude towards ns. this is because, of my realities. i went in being negative, found that i have to b positive due to the environment. hence, now, i shall try to be positive, which i generally am already. haha.

2day, i employ a loser method of writing, not a reasoning one.

they who speak about religious harmony calls christians intolerant bastards for proselytizing/evangelising/even mere telling others about christianity, saying that u're not supposed to force ur view upon others.

how about seeing it from a confucian point of view? wad is a christian's job? one part of it, is to spread christianity. so, do u wan to b intolerant and call this practice stupid? go ahead. HAHA. go ahead. i can't stop u.

i may hold the view that a person is stupid, but i juz dun sae it. and of course, i will hope to change such a mindset. why change the perception? because it will breed nothing but some useless unhappiness.

随微风轻轻吹送着落霞
我已习惯在每个傍晚想她
让晚归的星悄悄去看她
带给她我心中无数牵挂

poor choice poor choice. once again. u c, it's not something dat once we sae, we are able to do some tings. let's sae u fall into a waterfall. u sae to urself, i wan to swim out of it. well sure, it may be possible, but i muz sae it's prohibitively difficult, and u may juz resign to ur fate.

the strong, do not resign to their fate and they at last get out of the waterfall's whirlpool. the noob, mayb they either resign to fate, else they not zai enuff to get out. and normally, we dun see many zai ppl around. there are also some who can get out of the waterfall, but i tell u they aren't strong. they're juz mad. so maybe since i'm not so strong, i can choose the mad path. but the mad path isn't for usual humans. it's for half psychos.

hence, when we drop into a waterfall, do wad? HAHA. but this is rather pessimistic viewpoint la, dun take it too seriously HAHA

hav a happy chinese new year.

i noe it's cny eve, but nvm la, in advance.