Tommy Jones with another 300. 2009.

all men are equal, some are more equal than others.

well well.

they way different people see things are different. esp for different genders. seriously. different way people see u. this is one strata.

another strata: wealth

yet another: education...

and another........

just like many, i'm sitting in front of the com.

but unlike some, i reckon, i've been going out for sport stuff.

interesting, i do not really hav a great antipathy for computer games. but they dun seem to get me too damn attracted. sports do. maybe the sports i play all nid to like pay money one, and the barrier set up seems like some sort of a hindrance to my full enjoyment, and hence there is some sort of withdrawal symptoms.

this will be a highly nebulous discussion.

i contend that men think wif their penis, women think wif their heart, and assholes think wif their brain. let me dissect and expound on this bit by bit.

last part 1st then, assholes think wif their brain. why? crudely put, when u shit voluntarily, i mean u will hav the peristaltic urge 1st, and u're gonna find somewhere to egest. so it's like, shit must still come out. so similarly, out of assholes or i mean people who behave this way, only shit comes out of them. also u c, why think wif their brain? see, if u nid to shit, u can either control, or let it come out now. isn't it? so for them, these assholes control when they're gonna giv u some shiet. isn't it. hence they think wif their brain, they create nice heinous plans to giv shit to others.

why men think wif their penis? this is already crude, but when i sae this, i'm trying to sae this is the instinct of men. generally, it's about how to portray urself wonderfully in front of others for wadeva aims. they will do anyting for it, to satisfy this wadeva urge to get something. hence many a time we see impulsive stuff done by men. a blunt example - let's sae a guy meets a rather attractive girl. immediately, he asks this girl to go out, or gives the girl the hp no. or treat the girl sth. this has happened often enuff as ppl, not only me, hav observed. in this case, the urge is to get this person as some life partner, albeit too quickly. unfortunately a considerable proportion of ppl dun really like such a situation. an overgeneralisation as an example - we hear very ambitious goals coming from guys, world records, wadeva. many are by men. by far, men chiong their urges more than women, at least imo which can be fallacious. hence i'd sae men think wif their penis.

next i sae, women think wif their heart. this is gonna be something towards positive. i tink most women are nice. they dun seem to harbour much hatred or sth. they seem to do more tings wif less vested interests. and from wad i noe of evolutionary stuff, apparently women hav this maternal instinct. and i tink that's a fat plus point. they make a better leader because of that. sure, they may not hav a super ambitious vision. but then there is marginally more meticulousness and they seem to bother more about the feelings of ppl. i tink that's good. women think wif their heart. moreover, they seem to be 注重 things like relationships wif others more than something material. one example - a wife who has a husband who cheats on her is more often to not divorce this guy. while a guy immediately divorces his wife when the wife cheats on him. isn't it? u may say this is weakness, women too bothered about such stuff. but i tell u, which u wan - some tangible achievement? or an intangible connection wif another person which lasts? ok abit random, but really, it is a good thing that most women think wif their heart, and not their sex organs totally.

as an anti-climax, i always have my disclaimer. which is that u shld attack any of the points raised for fallacies or myopia or wadeva it is. some tings hav led to a culmination of this idea. haha

i have a vase, i gotta hold it and walk a little distance then nid to put it on the floor.

ppl have told me, if i drop it from a certain height, the vase will break. i mean, it's fragile, duh, it'll break. so maybe i've dropped a few vases due to mistakes and carelessness and tripping. so i'm not supposed to drop it again or do sth wif the vase.

so it come a day, maybe i make another mistake and dropped another vase, which may be more expensive or more cheap. so wad shld i do if i kip dropping vases?

meaning, if u find u are making the same mistakes a little too often, how would u solve the problem? haha. is it because, u're not careful and trip over sth? OR shld u sae u kip walking on slippery areas, soapy areas, lots of obstacles on the road?

not easy to come to a conclusion eh. i tink there can be parallel scenarios when this happen. i reckon many books hav come to explain how to get ourselves out of making mistakes. confucius sae, man who makes a mistake and does not correct it is making another mistake. really? wad if all these mistakes are not due to u not correcting it, and instead it's environmental and a little too often poisson occurences?

it's not good to question the onus of these tings. but well, let us minimize the chances by hook or by crook.

whenever i heard the bourgeois and proletariat talk about psle, streaming, o level, a level, it resonates crazily in my head.

idiotic.

true, they call me upper class. but i'm feeling sick. do we need to stratify ourselves by education level? once again, does education decide our strata, decide whether we are more worthy a human? if u say yes, haha. maybe u're beyond repair.

say that i'm idealistic, dreamy, having lofty ideals. but this is really a cause for consternation. of course i shldn't forget the reality: 钱不是万能的，但是没钱，万万不能。 sure, in here, we need a certain level of education to get a decent or even minimal standard of living so that we're not hungry and so that we don't roam the dustbins for food.

but i think the divide between education levels has been too exacerbated. we need to fix it. i wldn't dare say i'm a full progressive, neither am i a conservative. but it seems a reform is required IF we don't want things to stay this way. if the consensus is on this stratified way of life, den, haha, i'm fine wif it. i rather have an invisible strata where ppl appreciate each other for their roles in the society, over an overt one where ppl lament or despise each other over their different educational attainment.

do u believe?

i wldn't mind. but of course, dun be stupid. HAHA. i definitely won't, but i'm hoping not to be affected by stuff yer noe. looks like i better go and regain some vitality.

idiotic.

sure, we do love constructive criticism. that's the embracing attitude of a progressivist. but i have a qn: wad do u do when criticism turns into personal attacks and incendiary remarks which engenders animosity? seriously. maybe we shld turn violent to such situations.

another situation. one may see an orchid and a tall tree in some sort of a symbiotic relationship. sorry, as far as my knowledge of nature goes, the orchid is a parasite. so, if one perceives symbiosis with a fellow friend, must this other friend feel that it is symbiotic? what if this friend feels that it's a parasitic one rather than a inter-dependent one? haha.

for one, i'm clear in this case, once one would kick the orchid out of the system, the tree would continue growing, while the orchid with no sunlight and a nice place to sap nutrients from shall gg.

很想和你再去吹吹风，去吹吹风，风会带走一切短占的轻松。

i'm looking forward to someday, someway. haha. when i probably find sth that i demand, something that wld provide my needs, and sth that drops from the sky just for me. that, is called a good dream.

but in any case, i'm supposed to be working hard now. but i hav a fat qn. does it mean, if i dun perform, i am a lousier human, less worthy? or even, does it make me a lesser human, an undeserving child? i'm not so sure u know, but the ppl around us do give us some sort of a barometric reading for what they see in us. and this is sick.

as i like to sae, ed attainment unfortunately means status. it's sick. i wld hav hoped i never had such great results. but that'll be irresponsible. by the same token, if this happens, i probably will be prohibited from doing wad i want.