Monday, March 21, 2011

wad a poor time to get diarrhoea.

in the middle of tests, weekend died due to it, now monday alr still gotta be at home. i wonder whether i shld extend one more day. seriously. my limbs are still weak. if i gotta be walking back with my stuff, i duno whether my body can take it. but there are a few key events... hai. i cannot afford not to get back toooo...

may god bless me, may everything go well according to his will.

Wednesday, March 02, 2011

not bad not bad. so far see many type of thinking.

but i muz sae, i can't empathise wif a group of ppl, but i should be sympathising. they quite funny. it's in their blood to show 2 face to ppl. super sad. like this guy, seem so happy in front of me, secretly, super buay song. when at breaking point, den come threaten me physically. come, do so, i not worried, even if i die, hehe, everyting is controlled.

another abstract thing. self-motivation. everyone's level of it is different. a crude example: in schools, some ppl do finish their homework, some juz copy, some juz dun do at all. simply put, the more motivated will go finish. but, consequence: others juz claim they are muggers. fair enough, but, why dun those who are slacking juz kip quiet and suck thumb while the muggers get recognised/rewarded for themselves being motivated?

HAHA. mayb, tjj. they're juz... jealous. HAHA. this applies many place, the result can be a backstab as well. but, do i look like i care? if i know being motivated is the way to go or at least presumably the right thing now, den, nike la. siala. now ppl see this, later kpkb. like i care. i stand up for the truth, even somewhere below stand up together one.

but overall, everything seems fine now. can communicate, although i seem to stick out. at least, in my opinion nia. haha. not sure why. heck care. being myself more impt.