Tuesday, February 07, 2017

i am getting disturbed by what is happening outside of me.

so it seems that a certain church member has uptook seriously various ideas. seems like there is a stark contrast between what is "righteous" and what isn't. and seems like "righteousness" is a word-faith belief, that one must be healed when one prays; one must have the hope that complete healing will happen on earth instead of in heaven; one should only wish good things from God and any "observed evil" must be from the devil, and we need to reclaim such spaces from God.

i am not sure, if such a person labels that i am going to a church that is sowing damnation and death to its members, how righteous is he? i thought he should be practising some Prov 18:21 and also some Eze 37. why is he speaking death? he seems to be cursing me instead of speaking life into me. if i am already taken by the evil one, then he shld be reclaiming me instead of sending me to the devil. 

on all accounts his theology fails and seems self-centred than interested in God's redemption for others. if he is so burdened for the lost he should also be thinking of how to let God's healing and salvation flow in others, instead of having little faith in people.

if u are interested in positive psychology and hypnotic suggestion, sure. i think there are churches that do better.

Wednesday, February 01, 2017

even with the conviction and anointing of the Holy Spirit... it is difficult to fight against sin. our passions and lust win over us and we grieve the Spirit, and we hate ourselves for that... we hate our sinful nature...

but we are stuck in human flesh. i guess this is the sanctification... a person can see his own perfection, but yet the current state is just... weak and unable to be God Himself.

am i very much better than others whom i think are great sinners? not really. esp after being revealed such a serious lack of righteousness in my life. i guess... the Lord brings me to this state to know how to pray for others in their sin... their blindness to sin... and be their high priest... pray for them, intercede...

we are weak as humans but we have hope in our Great High Priest.