i hav become a lousy student for 1 year. it's ok.

wa peng you ga wa gong. plagiarism is a form of sincerity.

agree bo? quite true wad. why do u plagiarise? that's cos u can't come up with anything better. so u use other ppl stuff, since it is million times better. but of course, to be fair to that guy, u muz always sae by hu. why? ok. because his barang barang. den u take alr, u muz sae actually not mine, he make one, very good, so actually his stuff good so i use.

and so, when u adopt someone else idea, sometimes it is not a good thing. as in u paraphrase or wad. maybe scarly quote wrong, misrepresent, or from high level bring to low level, or sometimes u overstate that guy when actually that guy not very zai. then u go and reference him. cannot wad. u misrepresent him, then quote him for wad. muz plagiarise then acknowledge source then correct. cos u use everything from him then sae by him. rather than edit his things den sae by him. it's juz like i borrow a fren clothes, dip into paint change colour, wear, then sae o this shirt is his not mine the paint made by him oso.

Chris Barnes v Jason Belmonte. 2009

life. is precious. but it seems not to some.

ppl sae live with dignity. no dignity can go die. wad if u're willing to live with no dignity? heh. some ppl sae die with dignity is good eh. i duno. i tink not. i wld rather live wif no dignity. u wan to die, u shld jump off the building. that is true death with dignity. u declare u wan to die, u shld die in the most brutal way to show ur resolve to die. instead, many take those sleeping drugs. nubz.

jit si lang jiong jing zei chuan bo hai

ok. fair. all men make stands. and i can see, the norm teaches us to respect each others views. thus i cannot tell ppl to sit. thus, carrying on standing. and everyone will see.

GARETH GATES - with you all the time

nice song... except for that picture HAHA.

some ppl call each other smart, some ppl call each other stupid, some dun care.

as far as we do not like to judge, sometimes we have to make a stand for our own thinking, assert sth to protect ourselves or our values. but somehow, asserting and stating ur stand may end u in many troubles. the only way to not be in trouble: 2 choices. shuddup and b mute. or everyone embraces each other's opinion.

it's hard. but sometimes, if there's a listening ear, maybe u shld juz go to this listening ear for ur problems, to listen to ur value and sth that has provoked it.

i predict a temporary drop in results. let's see when it'll recover.

if no drop... i shld start wondering whether i'm a normal human. or i sibei gao. heh.

traeh ym kaerbnu.

life's not that great isn't it. but it's ok. things go on. the world spins, unless the sun were to collapse. solar system continues to revolve around wadeva it is. some sort of a centre of mass. everything moves.

su niam li eh xin gua.... li gan zai...

为何不面对呢？ sometimes, if we took our troubles by their face, look our enemy in the eye. we may achieve a victory, a win-win. dun u agree? well... it would apply to things on a small context i mean.

i'm lost. within something magical. wth. sometimes ppl tell me. le sot diao le si man, man bo feeling. yea. man no feeling outside only. idiot. tell me, do u usually praise ppl for no reason? probably not very often, unless u 2 good fren. usually u'll see other ppl wif some skepticism. but within u, u muz be thinking, 其实他 quite imba can do till liddat. HEH.

nvm incoherent as usual

明日之星SUPERSTAR20090228#19-曾心梅郭婷筠演唱思念你的心肝你敢知

mui jit ba long ki dai li eh go zai lai... yong xin gua dui li gong, wa eh yong xin lai dan dai, su niam li eh xin gua li gan zai..

gun you guan diam zai jin gun eh so zai yong jin xin mui li dan dai you dan dai....

busy busy. but hu isn't? haha... unless u jiak ba liao mai bang sai bang jio. u rather sit there wait death due to drowning in shit and pee.

i will touch on a very dangerous subject. again. some ppl because they dated once, and broke up on a very bad note. date 2nd time, tio cheat again. then they will sae. all men/women are useless suckers, cos i like/love them, and they liddat to me. (depending on which sex u are. and assuming heterosexuality). but my qn is, is that a fair statement to make?

sorry ppl. my answer is NO. well. fair to sae that they have been bad ppl. but never fair to generalise and sae, all women/men are losers, useless. let me sae the safer of the dangerous sides 1st. from men point of view, some men see women as useless after such things happen. they will sae, seems like women will never give me wad i wan. ok fine. i'll show them, by sexing 1 million women/prostitues, another 2 million ducks and turn gay, and another 3 million animals to show some zoophilic traits. probably throw in 5million pitcher plants too. erpz. but i hav to tell u, by doing this, it seems like u're the real loser. why? u unable to find love. and why? because u hav lost ur confidence in finding a girl. when will a girl like u when u are not confident in them liking u, or doing something to impress them? fren. u shld wake up ur idea then. a girl cheat on u. it doesn't mean that u hav been a lousy person. u still can find another. a girl reject u. doesn't mean that u hav never loved her, doesn't mean that you're some failure in life. the very fact that u hav loved her, u hav some success (though not all). if u do agree wif this stand point. u can try again. or as usual, u can find another? probably. isn't it.

well for female standpoint, i'm not so well versed. but i can sae a little bit i reckon. if ppl do allow me to. haha. u c if a guy has cheated on u, it seems a very bad situation. if u do noe of this s'pore/asian mentality, women who hav been cheated on... they may become unstable. but same as men. why lose confidence when you have been cheated on once? no confidence that a guy can love you all the way, u'll never find one. if u hav been rejected by a guy, again same thing. probably a guy will come to see something in u isn't it if u keep positive outlook...

so conclusion is u shldn't tink the opposite sex is loser cos they seem to hav disappointed u in some sort of a relationship

anyways. so to a great extent, when u chase someone, u needa some confidence. u cannot b some person that looks down on urself. tink about it. u look down on urself. will someone like u? u wanna see urself loser, ppl like u for wad? to lose wif u? or u wan them to like u cos they pity u? probably not isn't it. u probably want someone hu likes u for a better reason than he/she pity u.

but. i muz sae some words of caution. for men, u shldn't ji hong all the time. u shld b more faithful rather than everyday find one girl. for women, u shldn't be promiscuous due to desponess. both will probably drop ur attractiveness. same thing. will u wan someone to like u, cos u're promiscuous and flirt very well? probably not eh. unless u seriously dun mind u like this, and ppl around u see you like this.

*disclaimer: not happy pls ask me to take down. or edit info.

hoot ji liap ho li si ar!

tell the pins that b4 bowling, in case they are not ready for extra pin action and flying around in the face of a truck. yes boys. a truck. a bulldozer if u're using hot sauce, the sauce, tfd out of box, dry zone solid etc etc. haha.

looks like. i duno. tikam ho bo? seems like tikam ho sei lei. when u sure, juz do it. duno, tikam wa ga le gong is a good choice. why? tikam here i mean is smart guess. make a smart guess. mai brainless throw coin. see the choices, dun use too much brain, see which one best decision. den. juz do it liaio. mai go back, sor sor sor, then u will change decision. scarly come out, decision buay ho sei. den too bad. so conclusion is, when u're stuck, make a good guess a good decision, try it, see how. mai hesitant. when hesitant, ppl will tink u sucky only. haha. which most ppl like me are rather guilty of.

Lately you have been asking meif all my words are true
Don't you know
I'll do anything for you

Sometimes I haven't been good to you
Sometimes I've made you cry
And I am sorry for everything but
I promise you girl
I promise you this

Chorus:
When the blue night is over my face
on the dark side of the world in space
When I'm all alone with the stars above
you are the one I love

So there's no need to worry girl
My heart is sealed for you
And no one's gonna take it away
cos' I promise you girl
I promise you this

Chorus:

Your voice is calling to me in my dreams
My love is stronger than it's ever been


good song. but nowadays got orange moon and orange nites. orange moon due to haze. orange nite cos cloud reflect orange light from sodium lamp HAHA.

but u heard of sth called more is less, less is more theorem? sometimes, u put in more effort. u will get less result. on the contrary, less effort more result. 事半功倍。duno why one. see bowling. u relax ur arm, ball goes more accurate. u muscle the ball and dun use swing, ball become slower and less good direction. magic eh? i oso duno.

well but we muz not 4get the importance of adjustments. when u're bowling badly, u needa adjust. juz like in life. if u're not doing well somewhere, make the adjustment. 对症下药。if there are great problems that is. this will probably get u somewhere. dun stay stagnant. many ppl are guilty of staying stagnant. that's why they are still stuck in their current problems. and when problem stack. den how? si kiao kiao la.

hmmm. nowadays no time sia. life hectic. or isit i slow down? haha. juz like bowling. isit i slow down, or isit my rev disappear, or isit there are more problems? can't see. but 旁观者清。we'll see in time.

problem in head, problem wif how to solve a problem.

but aren't problems good for health? some say yes. it will train ur mental willpower. but is it always good? good we know why. they challenge us and make us tink and go the extra mile when we dun bother doing so. and this will shape our thinking.

but bad? many points why. since ppl are alr lazy, problems will make a person feel resentful that they hav to get work done again. i mean, will u bother to do extra homework after finishing the required? usually not. unless u nid to practice more, in which case it's cos u need to do it, and not u want.

also, stacking problems may b a bad thing. dun deny it. and mai gey kiang. if u house got family problem alr, or u hav girlfren problem, or u got some identity crisis, dun go and create extra trouble for urself. go and settle the things at hand first. before u crumble under the onslaught of problems. and u crumble because u gey kiang. bo hua.

wad i toking sia. heh. shld stop here.

now the pressure of jc is starting to get to me. not good. let's hope body balances will get back to normal after my sickness. it has affected my momentum a little.