fucking shit.
u could have got all the marks. fkin careless. fkin wasted. idiot. now u gotta bank on some magic. no way, no bloody way. idiot.
Tuesday, November 26, 2013
Thursday, November 21, 2013
there's no hurry.
most ppl don't really know the magnitude of things they signed up for. they sign up for it thinking it is cool. but after that when they start realising the magnitude of issues, they are taken aback. no matter how prepared some are, in the end they falter after realising this magnitude.
the level i bring in to some issues is high. they thought, wow so fun, some things u do so nice, u wan to know something? come i explain to u. den some of them stunned. they thought the art is so simple, but when i start saying the first line they suddenly come to realise the magnitude.
to be fair, i'd say there's nothing wrong not knowing the magnitude. but there's something wrong with oneself if one signs up for something and realises the magnitude of it, and then one realises one is not cut out for this thing, and chooses to bang the wall and stay in it.
opportunities do arrive. but u hav to be careful. wad opportunity isit? better get one that is commensurate to ur level of competence/equivalent word to use here. don't be a hero, try sth that u not supposed to go and touch (esp those that require u to down level too much or the level is TOO high for u that u can't catch up). confirm goot luck.
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that's my observation thus far. kiang tio ho, mai gei kiang.
most ppl don't really know the magnitude of things they signed up for. they sign up for it thinking it is cool. but after that when they start realising the magnitude of issues, they are taken aback. no matter how prepared some are, in the end they falter after realising this magnitude.
the level i bring in to some issues is high. they thought, wow so fun, some things u do so nice, u wan to know something? come i explain to u. den some of them stunned. they thought the art is so simple, but when i start saying the first line they suddenly come to realise the magnitude.
to be fair, i'd say there's nothing wrong not knowing the magnitude. but there's something wrong with oneself if one signs up for something and realises the magnitude of it, and then one realises one is not cut out for this thing, and chooses to bang the wall and stay in it.
opportunities do arrive. but u hav to be careful. wad opportunity isit? better get one that is commensurate to ur level of competence/equivalent word to use here. don't be a hero, try sth that u not supposed to go and touch (esp those that require u to down level too much or the level is TOO high for u that u can't catch up). confirm goot luck.
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that's my observation thus far. kiang tio ho, mai gei kiang.
Friday, November 15, 2013
i always wonder whether i'm very good at offending and insulting people.
i wonder.
there are myriad reasons why we would avoid a situation. i wonder is it cos i make some ppl feel like objects around me. i wonder is it cos i make them just a tool for my own ego-boosting.
sometimes, apologising does not make the situation better at all. it's just a facade to make things seem better when the gulf is still there.
bridges cannot be built when the foundation is not ready on either side of the bridge...
i wonder who or what to b disappointed wif.
i wonder.
there are myriad reasons why we would avoid a situation. i wonder is it cos i make some ppl feel like objects around me. i wonder is it cos i make them just a tool for my own ego-boosting.
sometimes, apologising does not make the situation better at all. it's just a facade to make things seem better when the gulf is still there.
bridges cannot be built when the foundation is not ready on either side of the bridge...
i wonder who or what to b disappointed wif.
Saturday, November 09, 2013
Wednesday, November 06, 2013
when time is not on the person's side, i am of the opinion that it is not very fun to watch that person bang the wall while learning. it would be beautiful if that person does have a lot of time to find different ways to bang the wall, but i think it sadistic to leave people to bang walls when time is naturally not on their side. hence, i decided to climb the wall.
when you know how to appreciate something or someone, u know how to live with or without that person or that thing.
look, look. i see some ppl send off their family. they look so damn possessive. when the child fly off, they can't separate each other. wtf? if u appreciate each other already, there is no distance no matter how far the physical separation, or even in case of death.
true story.
u may think i'm mad, but this IS the way we hav to behave.
when we turn possessive, problems start to come in. think about it, if we think about owning sth so much, once we can't have that, we are affected adversely. we get obsessed over it. we feel "unbalanced".
but if we accept reality, which is that we can't have everything, and maybe if u take it religiously many things that come into our lives have a greater purpose, then we can put things into perspective. we'd think that, well, some things can't happen, it's fine. some things come to our lives, that's good. and we know how to live with or without these things. we appreciate the fact that this is reality, that we won't own every thing, but yet at the same time we know how to appreciate the stuff.
ok let's focus on the lecture, and i shall elaborate this shit nicer another day if i remember about this.
look, look. i see some ppl send off their family. they look so damn possessive. when the child fly off, they can't separate each other. wtf? if u appreciate each other already, there is no distance no matter how far the physical separation, or even in case of death.
true story.
u may think i'm mad, but this IS the way we hav to behave.
when we turn possessive, problems start to come in. think about it, if we think about owning sth so much, once we can't have that, we are affected adversely. we get obsessed over it. we feel "unbalanced".
but if we accept reality, which is that we can't have everything, and maybe if u take it religiously many things that come into our lives have a greater purpose, then we can put things into perspective. we'd think that, well, some things can't happen, it's fine. some things come to our lives, that's good. and we know how to live with or without these things. we appreciate the fact that this is reality, that we won't own every thing, but yet at the same time we know how to appreciate the stuff.
ok let's focus on the lecture, and i shall elaborate this shit nicer another day if i remember about this.
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