haven't been accessing this for some time.

praying that God will continue to show me who He is. praying that God will be faithful. so much water to walk on, to tread on.

i don't really know what's happening.

but for any sane reader following this little site you'd know - the LORD has done a great thing in me, whereof you should be glad about.

delivering me from vulgarities and convicting me of the problems of it; delivering me from porn; convicting me and putting in me a serious holy desire to fight against the flesh in masturbation; delivering me from my slavery to getting a girlfriend fast.

and so many other spiritual Egypt. as i recount all these I can only fall on my face... LORD be merciful... God thank you for the work... but just pardon me the sinner. and let Your grace reign in me. continue to make my spirit poor. but may Your Spirit be seen!! teach me to live according to the beatitudes, not as some self-made ascetic, but one who is truly poor in worldly sense but truly rich in kingdom terms. thank you Lord Jesus for being that propitiation of all sin. now I trust in Your word in John 14-16, and i receive the power to live out what Your Spirit is telling me. pray in Jesus Name