i've resigned to my fate so much that i rather take all the punishments i can take in the last 3 months of service than to do a proper job. i rather be taking every single weekend duty than to toil hard in the weekday. tink about it, sit down, eat free food, blow free air con, have free tv. wad better punishment is there? it's better than sitting in front of my own working terminal and doing something that no one really give a proper, serious damn.

mutiny. lead a humble, and small mutiny. wad for? why we work hard? did someone recognize me for working hard? or am i being used by the bigger system?

the big scheme of things is beautiful. who doesn't know? i know.

but who is making the big scheme of things beautiful? higher hq never takes an active role. they just expect their subordinates to do it. when subordinates don't, who suffer? fellow subordinates? the people on the ground. can i call the hotlines? i should. i am suffering from nothing. seriously.

how can one suffer from nothing? that is difficult. haha....

admittedly, i hate anarchy. it does not bring about a sense of unity. there's only strife, individualistic fighting.

i definitely prefer working in a place where hierachy is put in place. however... if hierachy is not used properly there is totally no use.

do the bosses care for their employees? are views from a team heard by a team leader?

how do we ensure everyone is well taken care of even within a hierachial system? honggan lo. it's not difficult.

human's natural tendency is to be selfish. self-centred. if we see past that, it's good. but i can't expect much anyways.

they lucky bastards.

多做多错，少做少错。true story.

due to intangible ways to measure output, it is quite obvious that those who do less will be in the spotlight less and hence they will make less mistakes and possibly get promoted even faster.

honestly thou fucker, didst thou use thy brain to analyse and see why such faults can happen?

in the first place u never even did a proper coaching. then u did not have any chance to scrutinise our stuff. then when crunch time comes u start to throw stones at us. it's alright, since i did not perform, then it's my own problem.

the more i think about it, the more epic it gets.

fellow brethren in christ, if you have the knowledge, share it. if you have the love, spread it. need you resort to scare tactics? i never. but i probably had the things done. you think it wasn't. what should you be correcting?

mindset. alright, impose certain guidelines. sure, impose the new guidelines, but definitely not expect me to pre-empt your guidelines rite? haha...

aiya. no fight. we know who's the winner, and who's the loser. but who is being progressive?