Sunday, December 30, 2007

actually after seeing so many blog it's time to tink abt ncc life for me. u c for me at different stages i learn different tings. let's start from the top.

at ruiyi time i dun rmb much. i only rmb he lyk soccer alot. then training was lyk some boring nonsense we do drills. but i can rmb i join ncc is only because that my bro is inside. and he lyk gonna get some nice big post in his unit. lyk very shiok liddat. so i oso wan to b big lyk him and i joined. so i had lyk headstart i noe more drills than the other ppl. so in the 1st camp i was lyk quite happy to become ic although tio screw abit during the bunk check. quite freaky sia the bunk check. but life goes on la. so ruiyi ord den dat's it liao.

then it's gorilla's turn. well wad he did was the typical job. tekan and tekan. that was when i started to become fitter. but not that fit yet. and i learnt about frenship. the importance. the need to have trust in friends. and then also about leadership. and during his time when i sec 2 i started to tink about those leadership nonsense. and i evaluate myself. am i a leader? actually i knew in my heart i wasn't born to b a leader. no aura. no nothing. at that point of time i only noe to cock. and i havent found out my true personality yet. so i thought toking cock was very cool and even in ncc i oso tok cok. so much to the extent that alot of people think i'm arrogant. yea but i will always rmb ting feng la nice person teach pds.

then butt's turn. well i thought he was more lyk we worked with him rather than he was an nco. but i dun really care. i prefer to treat seniors as frens rather than treat them as some big guy above me. so i thought having kw as nco was quite nice. there was some nonsense going on actually when we take over from kw. i duno whether it's some conflict of beliefs but i really dun care. i tink butt was really nice to us. however some1 juz has to screw up this nice relationship. well wad can i sae? some people can talk and make themselves seem so pro without doing anyting. i lyk these type of ppl. but this guy conflict wif another guy hu is do alot but unfortunately duno how to tok at all. well. what can i sae? but at least he brought us out of the spec course as 2nd seargeants. yea man. steady kid. what i learnt during that time was that u really nid to have trust not only in fren but in other weird ppl u may meet. and time management is a god affair. once u noe how to manage u're genius. and when part c starting it was lyk smrp wif ncc ppl. teachers thought it was a s2pid idea but we 4 prove it wrong sia. too bad babies

now when i take over i learnt the meaning of desolater. stygian. and then not only stygian. u oso nid abit of passive stealth assassin. there are idiots who show themselves when they take over. well wad can i sae? and then there's another bunch of ppl so loyal to a clever kid. well. decipher this long nonsense for yourself babies. but seriously once u are in hcincc u will noe how to get ur friends and especially how to human manage. taking over is no joke affair actually. but remember never ever steal job. lyk that fkin castrated idiot. trying to b funny eh. ass. we doing wad project and gym. u doing wad. showing ur castrated balls in front of everybody. haiz. disappointing ppl. yea man. disappointing. u were lucky that the blady soda was not around. else i wld hav fainted.

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

i hav started to turn very philosophical. 1stly i hav to say to survive in this blady society u hav to study or find any skill that will give you money. simply speaking u hav to find a means to make urself money and then get what u need to survive. but wad's after that? where's a meaning to life? what are u living for? ask urself. if u do bother to read my blog. what are u here for? why are u here? u mite as well fk off from the face of the earth rite? after this u tink. wad gonna happen to u when u die? go to nowhere? ok if go to nowhere isn't that good? den i mite as well go around killing people, fucking girls and everyting. den i mite as well juz end my life now. since i'm going nowhere after this.

now i saw this in a website and i tot it was very interesting. u all may not be bothered to read this at all. atheist. i dun care. dowan read den too bad. all i can sae is u go tink where are u gonna go after dying? u live on earth to live wif nl and fucktards issit? find ur own meaning to life babies. and if u tink i'm a fucktard myself then too bad. dowan read? the close button is at top right corner. or wherever it is on ur com. read the below



This is a three part cumulative argument, starting with the weakest andending with the strongest. The first, although it doesn't prove thatGod exists, shows how an atheist lives inconsistently with theirbelief. The second lays down all the empirical facts and shows that thebest explanation for all of the facts is that God exists. And thethird is the scientific argument which shows that even science pointsto a God. Keep in mind that no presumption made can be proved as truefor CERTAIN. I'm simply showing you that the belief in a theisticuniverse is the best explaination for the world's existence. Thescientific theories that I will use to back up the argument for theexistence of God have not yet been disproved and are all backed up withstrong evidence such as the Principle of Causality, the Big BangTheory, and the Second Law of Thermodynamics. IF YOUR PRESUMPTION THAT"THERE IS NO THEISTIC UNIVERSE" IS BASED ON SCIENTIFIC THEORIES OTHERTHAN THE THEORIES JUST MENTIONED, PLEASE TELL ME AND EXPLAIN, BUT FIRSTREAD THROUGH WHY I THINK THEY POINT TO GOD.

I) Psychological Argument For The Existence Of God.Either God exists or He doesn't. If God doesn't exist then there arethree things that are true.
A) Life holds no ULTIMATE significance. Even if you argued thatthere is significance in your life such as the enjoyment of doing anything you want, it would not be the Ultimate significance because everyone who has lived or will live in the future will eventually end up in the grave. Even ifreincarnation exists everyone will still die and become nothing becausethe world is slowly deteriorating down to nothing itself.
B) Life has no value. Everthing is permissible. There is no suchthing as right and wrong because there is no all knowing and allpowerful Creator to define what is good and what is bad. It becomessociety who tries to define it. What does that matter though if the people making laws define right from wrong. They are just as human as any other person in the world. The only thing that truly exists is personal preference. What Hitler, Stalin, or any other mass murderer did was not wrong at all. They simply had a different personal preference than you do. The point is, you shouldn't tell anyone thatthey are wrong or even right because they aren't either of thosethings. You can believe that its wrong, but you have no place toground it. People can do anything they want to do without getting punished for their actions if the world lived consistently with the belief that God doesn't exist.
C) There is no purpose to life. Life has no ultimate goal. There is no reason for living. Sacrifice for someone else's life would be stupid.

This argument shows that an atheist lives inconsistently with their own belief. If a murderer who believed murder to be ok, came into your house to brutally murder you and your family, would you think that HE is wrong to do that? If you said no, that he isn't doing any thing wrong, then you would be living consistantly with your beliefs. But ifyou said yes, then you would live as if there were objective morals.But if there is no god to define objective morality then there is only subjective morality. So by saying it is wrong makes it only your opinion, but not the murderers opinion. You would be "pushing your morality on him" which is the opposite of what you believe. You probably believe that "it is wrong to push your morality on another person." Even that statement right there is another objective moral statement. In other words you express your opinions, but don't alwayslive by them.

II) Probable argument. Scientist say that if you have a group of facts out there, you should have a paradigm that best explains these facts. Here are the facts thateveryone who's sane would agree on.
A) Religious experience
What ever culture you go into, people are incurably religious. In every culture you see three things.
1) Everyone, except the atheist, worships a being higher thanthemselves.
2) Everyone has a morality they cannot keep.
3) Everyone is psychologically unsatisfied. People feel anemptiness in themselves that they want to fill. If the material worldwas the only thing that existed and if all your material needs weremet, you should be satesfied right? But how come people who have themost wealth are usually the most unhappy. They constantly want more andmore.
And how can you explain the millions of people in the worldwho say they have felt the closeness of God in their lives? Ipersonally am included with them. I have felt God's presence in my lifeon a consistent basis. Now how can you rationally explain that without God's existence?
B) Miracles.
There are many people in the world who report seeing miracles. Inother words there are people who say that they saw a situation occurwhere there is no naturalistic explanation for it. I personally knowpeople who have had miraculous situations occur, such as immediatehealings. You might argue that science will someday explain those things, but right now you can't explain them. The best explaination isGod, because if God created the world then it wouldn't be hard tobelieve that he can intervene supernaturally in this world.
C) Morality
How do you explain where guilt comes from? How do you explain why all people in the world have this feeling called a conscience that seems to tell them that something is wrong, such as murder. How come people feel a heavy weight on their emotions called guilt when they do something wrong, such as lie and steal, and the best thing to do to take the weight off themselves is to tell the truth and/or ask for forgiveness. If God doesn't exist, then how could you rationally explain all that?
D) Design
First of all, explain the existence of the world. How can you haves omething and not nothing? We see a world so complex that it looks like someone designed it. It has an incredible amount of order to it. If you walked on a beach and saw the words "I love you" written in the sand,would you say, "Isn't it funny how the water by random chance formed those words in the sand." No, you would think that some person wrotethose words themselves. If you took apart a computer and examined the complex parts, would you say, "Isn't it funny how a building with mechanical parts exploded and by random chance came together and created this computer." no, you would think that an intelligent designer spent his time to put the computer together. But how come you see a world full of more complexity and order then every man madestructure put together and you assume that no intelligent designer created it? A single strand of DNA has more information on it then the whole Encyclopedia Britannica. You can't even explain it without God.
Tell me, have you ever seen design and never a designer? You might say that science will explain these questions in the future. Do you think then that the belief in God's existence is stupid? I'm just being what any truly rational person should be, looking at the facts and choosing the best explanation for all those facts. That's how any scientific hypotheses works. But you still don't want to believe in God. You are simply not being a rational person with any of the facts that we have. You just don't want to believe it, not for intellectual reasons, but because you just don't want do believe it period, with no evidence on your side.

THESE THINGS ARE OUT THERE AND THEY NEED AN EXPLAINATION FOR HOW THEY EXIST. NO ONE CAN BE ABSOLUTLY CERTAIN OF HOW THESE THINGS CAME TO BE. YOU CAN ONLY FIND THE BEST EXPLAINATION, WHICH IS WHY I BELEIVE IN A THEISTIC UNIVERSE.

III) The Cosmological argument
A) Principle of Causality: Everything that comes to be needs a cause. All science is built on the principle of causality. If it didn't exist then we would have to remove the word "because" from our language. How could we really talk without it?
B) Since something cannot come from nothing, something has to be eternal. It's either God or the World.
C) In 1929 a man named Edward Hubble discovered that the redness of the stars showed that the universe was constantly expanding equilaterally in all directions. He said that the best explanation for that is that there must have been a point in time, called the Big Bang theory where the universe was nothing and then came to be.
D) To further the evidence for the universe having a beginning,there is the scientific law, the 2nd law of Thermodynamics. It says heat moves from hotter bodies to cooler bodies until there is an equilibrium. In other words the universe is constantly winding down until there is a heat death in our universe. That just goes to provethat if the world was eternal then heat death would have already occurred, but since it hasn't occured yet, the universe had to have a beginning. You might say, "Maybe new heat is being put into the universe. But the 1st law of Thermodynamics goes against it because it says that there is no new energy being put into the universe. Sinceeverything that comes to be (the world) needs a cause, the best explanation for this is God. Because there is only two explanations that we see exist. 1. God, and 2. the World. God is the best explanation between the two.

The evidence has finally been laid out for you.

I can also show you that a major historical miracle took place by just examining the facts with you. It's the proof that Jesus Christ rosefrom the dead. That he is God in the flesh. That the Bible is completely logically consistent, and that it is God's Word. That it is objectively true and every other religious belief is objectively wrong. I will also rationally answer the question, "Doesn't the existence of EVIL prove that God doesn't exsist?. Please email me if you want me to prove these things for you using rational arguments. If you have anyother questions or comments, please email me.


er the tings up there is taken from a website. not i wrote it. but anw i agree fully with the arguments even if for some i dunno wad the hell he tokin. i wonder y some ppl sae they are atheist. well. all i can sae is one day u'll find out. but i hope it's not too late. especially if u're my fren i do not want to see u in hell. seriously. i wan to see u all in heaven. but if u're a fucktard hu goes to churches that are lyk parties, we'll see. we'll see if that's something nice. or u hav a nice ending. full version from http://www.positiveatheism.org/mail/eml9675.htm

Friday, December 21, 2007

i cunt believe it. i din see my good fren 2day. i wonder wad he was doing. anw let's get to the point. today is the theory of life. and from 2 different points.

well 1stly let's tok abt gaming as usual. u c i hav this very nice person i noe. he at first o i love to read books it's wonderful. books are such wonderful tings. so everywhere he is he will b reading book. and reading happily some more. but when he was introduced to this game about defending frozen assets and hairless trees he was so absorbed into it. i dunno y. suddenly he begin to tink that ooo this game is life. o my if i play this game i'm a hip and funky kid. oooo i look so sexy suddenly every one is looking at me and say that i'm a genius. come baby sae i'm genius. but well once he become a pro and then he starts to go deeper into this addiction and then oooo dat's it. well wad can i sae? some ppl dunno how to balance. i mean this balance is impt. but that guy hasn't even learnt this art of balancing. do u even tink he can walk on a strand of dick hair? i dun tink so. cant even balance. all i can tell this type of ppl if u tink u play game till pro and look lyk a pro well u are not pro. and if u tink u are hip and funky and cool by playing game den well wad can i sae? and if u tink gaming can become a profession dat's not my problem. all i can sae is there are ur parents slogging their asses out for money. wad abt u? gaming for money? well if u tink that's a good ting go ahead. i cant stop u.

and the next part i wan to tok abt is abt love. u c love is not that same ting as watching porn. alot of ppl lyk to link these 2 tings 2gether. once u enjoy watch porn and is a porn fan means u enjoy lyking ladies. that's wrong. porn and lyk girl different. unless u lyk the girl in the porn. dat's not my business. but for those hu don't even bother to socialise wif ladies den wad can i sae to u? shuddup when it comes to the topic rather than giving idiotic comments. well if u dun shuddup it will reveal that u're an idiot and asshole. if u shuddup i may tink that u are only an ass but that's ok cos u nver show ur stupidity. so i will not noe. but opening ur mouth will mean that well u wan to prove that stupidity. so it's not my problem. and then for those porn despos out there i noe of some dangerous walking porn carriers. so s2pidly despo. got problem sia. c'mon la porn only nid everywhere meh. ur head oso hav porn liao. y waste time. and later i heard some ppl dl the porn is nid pay money one. for wad? lame shit.

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

o my. 2day my spies have told me even better stories. i love u fren. u're true fren man. i love scouts. u c i've gathered so much info from all my frens hu are lyk spies. very fun. and i've found out dat our fren plp hav been in so much action. are u trying to get into the good books of me? it's not easy to do it my dear fren. if u wanna get a high place well i tell u be natural. if u were more natural i would hav tot that you are a good boy. but unfortuantely u dowan to show that u're a good boy. u prefer to show the good boy side of u, and that was the most stupid thing u could have done on earth.

ya la 2day u may be able to niao here and there. and try to make things go in ur way. hey dun move hey ic can scratch balls. u tink i'm blind and deaf? i can see everyting. cos i am a genius. dun think the others are blind to wad u're doing. u tink we're s2pid? well go and think again. purposely trying to show that u're very alert lyk a person wanking and afraid of ppl probing into privacy and ready to hide if anyone comes near him. c'mon la can u wake up ur idea? i seriously think some stuff are given out wrongly. juz lyk the title of a pro dota player can be given to fkin cb hu curse and shout and kp loudly in lan some more. public some more. u tink u big ar. i hope that u were playing wif some pro gangster. zibei kid.

yea let's move on to another blady idiot. and u spoiled half of my day baby. u tink wad. u are a pro? okla okla u're a genius la. my tiny is a noob la. i'm noob dota player la. u talented gamer la. ok u win. but i tell u a secret. i can predict ur future. well i can tell u nxt time u gonna join some gang or form ur own gang and patronise lan lyk an idiot. and u're gonna club one. i can tell wif ur attitude most likely alot of gang would love u. cursing happily in public and having a sexy body and a sexy face. i wonder wad would happen to u if a real gang come to find u. hahahahahhhaha. dowan to be a good boy and study and play dota as a enjoyment and juz wan to act that u're big? well i tink supposedly non ang moh and supposedly chinese schools wasn't ur best choice kiddo. u shld hav went to ang moh one. there hav better ppl to club wif and kpkb wif.

Monday, December 17, 2007

o my. this clever kid. once u get a chance u grab hold of that chance lyk a cock rider that is stuck to dat dick. c'mon la can u use ur blady brain?? this chance is not cannot take away one la. i can easily take it away from u boy. u nub la. tmr i'll appear b4 u and karchiao u hahahhaha. but i'm not so asshole cos i'm not in a nice position to. if i were then u'd b dead by now baby. sorry boy. i noe u too well. u tink u liddat kpkb when u get authority eh? so fast tok lyk me liao. no. i mean. ur thought process is so weird and curly and idiotic that u are even better than jonj liao. u beyond godlike liao. better than jonj liao. okok pro. but i tell u u're gonna b stopped. u may play for me the song plp more. but i tell u i rather the song start wif it's AI bitch. hahahahahha. go and zibei pls. and tink abt it. u're so sure u going to hold on to some one else's job ar? i rather let u hav my job. it's free one u noe. it's good for u. u can become pro juz lyk me and gen.

yea once again in this world ur feelings on com actually is very much muz b controlled by wad's happening around u. let's sae around u is fun fun u on com oso quite fun fun. let's sae behind u ppl kpkb u will sianded. dat's wad is very common nowadays. sian. use com no privacy not fun la fk.

Saturday, December 15, 2007

well once again the real side of jokerhar has been revealed. wad can i sae? if u enjoy tinking on the surface go ahead babies. it's true i always sae tink simple. but simple does not mean on the surface tinking. on the surface means u dun even bother tinking. simple means u think but u dun complicate up the situation. but u c i dunno y everyone enjoys to niao nowadays. c'mon la u niao and sarcasm and everyting wad's the use? the guy only confused only. but he cant do anyting. u wan u come la. xia lan me. sarcasm wad shit. sarcasm for those young ppl who havent gone into a real place b4. u dare use sarcasm ppl will juz sae this nub dun even noe wad he's doing. come la. play xia lan. u all will face it. asses.

again i would need to sae some ppl are not as shallow as u tink they are. when u're in a situation which is difficult do u tink u wan ppl to comment? u comment only show u're an asshole. fk. i dun understand. if u're not in dat fking position to comment u fkin shut ur blady mouth. and stop using niao and sarcasm. come straight to the point. juz xia lan la. fk. i am sick and tired of another type of ppl. u show no decent care for others. i tink i shall not show decent care for u ppl in the future if u continue. nvm. i will not sae hu it is. but well if u tink u are wonderful. 1st ting to do is to come in front of me or maybe whisper in front of me about i lyk this girl and that girl and last time lyk this and that last time i eat that girls fanny minuman. yes? u tink very fun? fkin cb. come la. u tink not fun still wan play. soon these type of ppl shall face me in my dick. i will shuff their heads into my asshole. fk.

but nvm la i oso no power. i'm juz another failure wad. only success in study. other than that wad can i do best? play music? erps. i still so noob. sing song? every one tink very er xing. nvm. that one ok. but well wad i do nxt time. busker ar? music teacher ar? nvm la. i tink i gonna remain single liao. every single zha bor i go for all gg one. fk. very fun? fk u man. i'm sick and tired of tinking abt such tings. but it's inevitable one. sian. my fault? lyk i wan hav such ting happen. it is true i hav already obtained the level when i dun use niao much anymore but wad's the use? erps. nonsense. no choice. failure is failure. muz admit. i hav failed. i will shave off all my hair.

Thursday, December 13, 2007

i hav to admit that in this world muz consdier everyting and use ur brain properly. sometimes it is impt to hav this and that, sometimes it is not. well wad i can sae is many ppl hav to make biased judgements at times. u cannot be 100% accurate when u sae that o this person is wad wad wad unless u are very very very very very close to that person. or else it is not good on u to juz make a quick judgement on the person. but sometimes it is maybe of bad 1st impression or other factors. so again well u hav to present urself as a nice person all the time.

well i was toking to some1 ytd. and i think that it is very impt that sometimes tings cannot be taken for granted. but once again i tink from 2day onwards i nid to really go deep into this topic. i may go into full research and finding out what is happening. yes, that guy told me well being christian not only believe. muz do some others. but on the other hand some ppl tell me no it is free. wad can i sae? i tink to totally understand the situation, i will read and find out and research on it. but as usual, at the same time i will still be telling everyone that to be christian is free. but after u are christian u are not totally free.

Thursday, December 06, 2007

wa. ytd see pro. 2day is see noob. very fun. 2 days hav variety of tings this is wonderful. u c ytd was toking abt this pro making a life out of revolutions and rotations and spinning. 2day this guy is abt leadership seh. a noob tokin abt leadership. now that's real platform for leadership. hmmmm. real platform for leadership wor. ya. can see? noob toking abt a platform of leadership. i hope he noes it properly. he said himself wad it was too easy to be true. u tink it is so easy to get a nice big job in a nice organisation? tink again boy.

No.3 is a v prestigious uniform in NCC. hmmmm. no. 3 very prestigious arh. u sure or not? well i tend to disagree. no.3 is short sleeve. wear the no. 2. more sexy. long sleeve one. den is oso used for formal occasion. for those speaker hu go up the stage to tok. so no. 3 very prestigious? maybe lo. i dun tink so anw since ncc girls every1 oso hav a no.3. awwwww. u wan to b a girl? go ahead boy.

we are the pioneers of butterfly (swimming) in Singapore. wow wonderful baby. sure or not? i tot the michael phelps more pro at swimming. and the joscelin yeo oso not bad wad. y u are pioneer of swimming some more in s'pore? and some more nid ang moh to tell me that u are pioneer of swimming? aiyo. c'mon la. use brain. go to the sports school la. sports school u can concentrate on swimming. y u nid to come to somewhere not that posh den learn swimming? yea i only can agree with the efficiency of the world.

anw to all beware at amoy quee camp. cos my cousin tell me got artillery fire there. dunno whether blank or real la. dat day some ncc idiot walk walk around at the artillery area den tio xia lan by the encik. sad. so beware of artillery. or u get some metal on ur head only la. become wolverine only la.

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

aiyo. wa i heard from some of my spies that a pro flirting sia. a pro. u noe wad's a pro? i mean he's really pro wad. professional leh. Engaging in a given activity as a source of livelihood or as a career. u noe. wa pro player neh of something that flying and spinning not lyk sybian stuck there one leh. flirting liao. big liao. ok lo. big lo. big can flirt lo. all the ladies swarm to u lo. u big. i will pray to u lyk jonj. i mean now u're bigger than jonj liao la. cos u found a steady woman liao sia la. can flirting everyday liao. aiya c'mon la dun betray ur true self. u are only good for mugging la. liddat maybe u succeed cos the other one they sae opposite attract ma. the girl sexy rite. opposites attract. so u noe wad u are wad. the girl is not mugger rite? ya opposites attract. the girl noe how to pose rite? opposites attract wad. that's y u can b 2gether.

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

nub. sch nub. fkin loser. come. play wif lao die again rite. forcing me to go to that farmer place? fuck off. dat's all i can sae to u. stop being such a loser. everyting oso force student go. u tink wad. every1 tink lyk u arh. fkin arsehol. u tink u pms i scared u?? u tink cos u fat i scared u? pms fker. pms big arh. fk la. u tink pms u so big u come la. i drink ur blood. produce some for me pls. nubshit. everyting oso wan to make decision for us. loser

u lyk to farm isnt it? go farm la. u wan go china rite? u go lo. is that my fault? y nid to force me to waste time and money and sex over there? pms fker. u tink wad. ok la. maybe not the pms fker. maybe the fat one. u tink liddat can force me to go farm over there? not so easy kids. fkin losers. all i can sae to u is if u are facing a fker lyk me u better not play around. fkin hell. u tink wad. make the students live in resentment? i will become hitler soon. u watch out. all i can tell u is: fuck off. thx

Saturday, December 01, 2007

after tinking for some time u c i hav come to the conclusion that some ppl dun lyk to look at tings they dun even bother to read. which is true. let's sae u come to a topic in which u dun really like. do you think you will bother to read for example an article about this on the newspaper? in the world many tings count on interest and 1st impression. for example i lyk soccer a lot. so i take up soccer, do some technique training or sth. then let's sae i'm still very interested, go for audition. if so lucky get into a training, den the coach nice, den will even more interested to go for the trainings. but let's sae if the interest and passion die down, then sorry. ur life will then back to sian. or maybe if the 1st impression of the coach is that u tink he's a arse, then you will also sian.

at times 1st impression more impt. lyk soccer, if u go into the team, and that coach treats u lyk an asshole, u will not want to stay there. same for let's say sth like dota or cs. the 1st time u play den u tio thrash. and after awhile u still tio kill. and u c other ppl playing lyk no kik liddat. do u tink u will still want to continue? maybe if ur future career is dota la. den that's not my problem. yes and speaking about career if u going to get some career that u noe very well ppl will look down on u, e.g. u plp to a top position in a company, u will confirm get despised. sorry boys. and i hope this is not the case for some ppl that i noe. and dun get a lame job that is despised, lyk money laundering. else sth like professional gaming. u play game for money. ppl working so hard down there. i tell u if i noe anyone professional gaming and earn more money than me i will fkin despise that guy.

and i would like to say sth abt watching shows. for example u watch too much show everyting oso very nice, in the end bad buys get caught one. this type of show bad man. it will show that society so nice. i tink should come out more r21/m18 shows that talk abt o this guy kill kill kill then nearly got caught but run away. more ppl try den still tyco run. and the show end. this type of show should come out in movies here man. this depict real life. u c ppl lyk the osama or wad terrorist sth sth wad la. they can run away and put pics and videos about themselves trying to xia lan ppl. we should hav more of such shows man. this is reality, not some utopian world. get real. well all i can sae is i try to get real, but the world needs some idealism to work actually. wad's ur stand? a balance? erps