very sad on all fronts.

isis + gay = 2nd coming of christ soon. pls Jesus, pls come soon. we are prepared 4 Your return. God have mercy on us and give us double portion of grace, triple, quadruple and multiple and infinite portions... we need to learn how to truly be salty salt and bright lights for you here on earth. pls work in us God and may Your Spirit be in us.

BPC... just... a joke. haha. there are a few quite interesting websites u can find, there's 1 blogspot just joker and commenting on vpp. finally i see some true christian entertainment coming from this joke denomination. pls. John 13:34-35; John 13-16 u can see clearly. love for disciples. love for fellow children of Christ. separation from sin and lies. not, separation and some sort of a driving a wedge.

where is their love?

taking the same style of the writer of that joker vpp-criticizing blog: let's beware of these jokers who can't seem to have any love for sinners. who only tiam-tiam quarrel. TTQ. seriously damn ttq.

u wrong i correct mentality. how about, u are wrong, but i really want you to repent and come to the truth? rather than, u are wrong, hence we ttq?

oh God. when is the next time i will stop making minor mistakes which account to much at the end of the day???

too many.

and God, it's getting hard again after seeing some ppl. it's not easy to keep up the chin and work, and do ur calling. it's too hard.

fucking jibai.

enough of all the pressures stacked on me. i m fucking sick of all of it.

the only thing i feel when i arrive home is but a sense of expectation, an environment of "cannot fail-ness". fucking hell. zero failure. i m sick of this.

i hav been too successful, and ppl are fucking idolizing my success. i m really sick of this. now, ur son is fucking getting into some trouble. u dun like it right? fuck. of cos u dun. but the truth is, ur son did get into trouble. what u gonna do? fucking make him feel worse about himself and leave him with zero repentance room? fuck yes. that is what u always do.

there is no forgiveness in ur house after repentance. only more guilt heaped. fucking disgusting..

u know why i like the house of God, and His family? fucking hell. it's cos that's wad u hav made. God always forgives after my repentance. and i m trying to make it up. and fucking all u can do is to heap more guilt. who likes ur house? there is no feeling of forgiveness. only a queer environment of holier-than-thou-ness. perfection.

u tink u r God? den learn to make an environment that i can actually repent with forgiveness. not repent to pay back my debts.