i actually wish that i can do something openly: which is to let people view my mistakes before what I market myself as.

this blog is actually a good platform. i wonder how genius i was a few years back. opening up any of the posts, i probably am laughing at what i did just 5 years or 6 years ago.

v interesting. so maybe there wasn't a need to keep a diary to show how much of an idiot i was.