as an enlightened person, i will not make that dream that beautiful anymore.

in my search to be an enlightened person, i shall stop doing things for MY benefit. instead, i need to humbly seek God's plan and God's will for my life.

not MY benefit. NOT my greed. NOT my own selfish desires.

i must understand, things are done in God's plan. there are reasons for God's actions. we may not understand it today, but we'll come to know it better by and by.