i ask heaven. can dun bully me. but it's ok. getting bullied awhile by a power u cannot see wad shit it is, well. u hav to take it step by step. or of course, i can take the easy way out, by turning mentally unstable.

but why go all out to make ppl worried about u? that is an attracting attention sign. i duno. sometimes, u nid some attention. well. but u dun hav to seek for it so desperately. u can seek actively, now and then. it's fine. but u do all the time. not good for health. not only for urself, the other guy may turn mentally unstable and whack u instead.

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anyway. that was juz rather irrelevant to now. but seems like life's interesting. balls hitting like a truck, hitting precisely. which one is more impt? it seems after 2day, i will prefer a ball that hits like a truck. i conclude, the more ur ball whacks like a truck, the better ur life.

and was pist. that's why i decided to go home and bring the truck out for a drive. truck nids petrol. i mean oil. on the lane. they combine to form a lethal concoction. i tink i nid to learn how to truck on all lane conditions.