well. after retiring from ncc officially i juz want to share some minor and major stuff online. this is very dangerous. but i dun really care alr. since every1 is tinking there's nothing wrong. i shall put some controversial stuff. if u tink so den y not correct on somewhere?

sometimes i wonder why ppl see me as not so enthu in ncc. i mean being a person in ncc u muz hav made some frens. and cos of the some frens i feel that it's nice being in ncc. then of course very unfortunately there are ppl more celebrated for this and thats. e.g. i hav many badges blah blah. at the end of the day do i care about ur badge? den some ppl also sae they like to wear no. 4 etc. i admit there are some ppl confirm dun like, cos their one too small too big etc. but i tink it's s2pid to proclaim o i like to wear no. 4. cos you can't describe properly. i like to wear no. 4, but i never go around saying. ppl will only see u as an idiot. some tings u juz hav to shut up about it seriously. i dun go around sae i love no.4 wad. it feels so attention seeking to me. dat's another ting i learnt. shut up at the 关键 times.

i only care about how true is the frenship. and this is why i sae some frenship can never be real. i can see very clearly for myself who my good frens are, frens, and acquaintances. i mean u oso hav to see clearly for urself. however, at a younger age, dat means as a cadet, i would sae let's be blind. dat's wad i did. i told myself ok every1 is a good fren. because it is good to get many contacts first. but now cannot alr. the situation is totally different. dat's wad i found after a few years in ncc. i open up my eyes, i saw so many danger. be it danger in my batch, danger in the juniors. i saw many dangers. be careful my babies. true frenship is difficult to forge, while fake frenship is easy like a piece of shit. for me, at this point of time, i have already opened up my eyes. wad about all of the others? are you willing to open up your eyes? haha.

another one that is more impt than only opening up your eyes. is about plp. i learnt to never plp in ncc. it will never bring you anywhere. u can actively be involved, but never plp so that u get involved and so u'll look more sexy. dat is the most s2pid ting to do. and those at the top, never get plp. if u succumb to plp, i'll be the first to giv u a good ass fking. succumbing to plp is despicable. and the guy hu plp is also as despicable. why u plp? will it help u? plp will only turn into a drug. plp once, den u hav to plp twice and so on. cos u cant stop, unless u suddenly change image which can be difficult. without plp, i've managed to be promoted. personally i didn't expect some of us sect ppl hu hav been practising the extremist doctrine of sect 秘籍 to get promoted, since it wasn't the norm. not sae i was the most involved person also, and all of us didn't bother to plp, but some of us got promoted in the end.

lastly as a hci person and then involved in ncc, i've learnt to be more discerning than ever. that's one of the biggest lesson to learn oso. very soon u'll understand wad is critical and creative thinking. i tink caring thinking? erps. dat's under critical and creative tinking. but anyway i've learn to be critical and discerning. very impt skills in life. some people are not critical and discerning. they are just following the crowd or following the boss. which is the most stupid ting to do. if u follow the boss when the boss is out to use u as a dog and/or waste ur time, why u listen to the boss? tell him, hey idiot, u power? u can go and hav sex somewhere in geylang. i like certain people. u all are discerning enough to tell where's the loophole and not treat one person as some genius when he's just another nerd. and u're critical enough to see the character of a person. very good. u may not be 100% correct, but at least u get the 40-50%, that's alr very good. i mean i can't guarantee a 100% since there are limitations, e.g. knowing the person well enough is the most impt factor. discerning and thinking person. someting i learnt that is very impt from ncc. as well as some parts of thinking, i hav to thank the few months i've been wif the soccer coach. although he very much toking about sex and soccer, but there are some lessons i've learnt from him.

every1 like to honourable mention ppl. so i oso like to honourable mention a few ppl that hav been very nice to me during my ncc life. why? there is a communication. communication of something dat i really cannot describe. duno how to describe. wadeva.

first i wan to honourable mention sect ppl. 我们有个 specially written 秘籍. powerful. we practise it for very long, and i hope the next batch would write their own. (reveal some parts: how to make sexy trapezium, how to make sexy quads, how to be a shooter during camp ok enough revealing) especially jonj, for going for football often and we tok more than football sometimes, also during the route march when we carry 10kg extra and no one saw us? erps. and i tink i shld honourable mention all of u, including part d ps and aps, for enjoying the music i make haha, even when it is quite shitty i may make u all shut ur mouths.

then i wan to honourable mention my proj members. although sometimes we hav ncc stuff but well we still hav good time in the lab, even if there are times when we are sick of doing so much of those lab work.

honourable mention to ja, we learnt swimming together in a crash course. fun... also to weijing, cos of ur sexy divine powers in silence. also aaron, for providing fun and ra ra

next, i wan to honourable mention those who go home wif me 2gether. i tink u all endure alot of 老爹 nonsense when wif me, esp for yu and alfred. and for yu, i tink let's cover marathon dist 2gether? erps haha.

lastly i wan to honourable mention 2 juniors, yangcheng and gordon. my eyes opened early, i knew u both had something special. even though at the start i thought u all fake, but after knowing u 2 better, i was sure u both would become some leader. as i always sae, there is no definition for leader. anyway u are lucky to spot me and yu running sia. impressed.

i'm no hitler, i cannot do magic propaganda, and i also believe propaganda is the worst ting to do although it must be present. all i can sae is after a few years in ncc, i've learnt many tings, some can describe some cannot. as usual, it's all a combination. i learn tings in ncc, and being an ncc person in hci i learnt tings oso. i won't sae i learnt everyting in ncc, but without ncc i tink i would be very shallow. e.g. by having npcc good frens and some other good frens in other cca, i tink i am able to open up my eyes properly. but without ncc, my eyes wouldn't be as opened as now what i am.