new stuff. i tink i said this b4. every1 shld be given a freedom of right to feel shiok whichever way they want. but unfortunately i want to condemn one type of ppl hu lyk to feel shiok in a way that is bad. i never sae cannot. i juz sae i condemn, which means i tink shldn't happen and i dun lyk the way it is done. u c this type of ppl. they are juz lyk normal ppl. maybe except a few exceptions lyk my good fren. but u c they feel shiok when winning. and some more is win in leisurely activities. very competitive. they only feel very fun when they are winning. when they lose they will complain eh this one is not fair etc. or when they noe they cannot win in sth they will not participate and sae some 风凉话. dat's right young men. they lyk to sae 风凉话. losers. stand at the side and sae such stuff. but i wonder hav they ever thought wad for? y only feel shiok when they can win? y dowan to participate in a mass when most likely u cannot win? i wonder. it seems lyk only when it's clear cut u can win den u will go for it eh. hahhaahhahaahahahaha. maybe u might sae cos my tinking is screwed. i dun lyk to win etc. but dat's not true. hu doesn't want to win?

but once again it's how u want to view winning and losing. i mean wad do u take? winning and losing is the result and i noe it means alot to some ppl. e.g. win soccer is very shiok for one guy but losing is sth very big and then they will dulan dick erect for 10 days. i wonder y. but for others is play game let's enjoyment. coca cola. u noe. how do u wan to view ur leisure. if u wan to turn into some idiot hu is very close to me, play dota will do shouting and screaming and cursing and sexing. i wonder for wad? y cannot lose once, lose twice, anyhow play dota? will u die by losing in dota? if u die well den it's not my fault already la. none of my business. and again sometimes many tings are not up to me to decide. it's up to u to decide. if u wan to continue being such a competitive person over wad u tink u can do very well den go ahead. as a matter of fact many a time i dun feel shiok being better than others. many mistake me for being so. i wonder y. if u're this type of ppl i suggest u shld look into ur heart. and find something in there. and after looking dun tell me u only found ur wad cardiac muscle.