so many thoughts during cny. i always wonder what's the problem.

i don't write here a lot. but i realize that as time goes by... my public space is being eaten up at facebook. so i have turned back to blogspot, where the traffic is real low and no one really follows. it's a great idea some more i don't link or label anything or tag.

what sort of son disappears from home to seek refuge from the family? my family isn't doing badly. and many a time it may just be my brain. o Lord when we call out to You, You hear.

hear Lord, that my family is quietly turning unhealthy. there isn't a healthy communication. a lot of ego play. a lot of negative talk. condemning others, instead of love.

what's the problem here? all of seems to be honouring the Lord ok. but there's just something lacking. i can't describe what exactly is the problem. but observing the level of communication there's just something that is real missing and there's a serious problem.

and here i am just being able to be a keyboard warrior. not even prayer warrior. i don't even know what is my role in all this.