father i thank you today, for making today, for sustaining me today... for the blessings you have given, for the common grace you have provided to all of us so that we can be reconciled with your holy nature. i love you father, for you have first loved me.

i pray today, that u remind me you have victory over sin, that u remind me while i am weak, you made me strong by your righteousness, that u remind me i don't have to succumb to my human nature and my weakness, and that i can rely on you again... i need your grace father.

be with me as i walk in this turmoil... remind me of your powers and your mercies. i feel torn apart, and i need you in my life. it is disgusting, it's an irritating feeling, and i know you are with me as i walk this agony.

father, be with her too, as she makes decisions, may she also do things which glorify you and not in a selfish manner. grant her wisdom in this period of time, give her courage to face up to what she needs to. father may you bless her and keep her heart close to you and not be shaken by things happening around.

father forgive me of my sinful nature and my weakness, and let your glory shine through. let not my weakness take over my mind and my body, and let your Spirit be the one that is with me than my own human nature. i want to abide in your love, and not in what i want carnally. father may you work mightily. Deliver me out of this. hear my cry, and give me comfort, and send your spirit to guard my heart and mind against the work of my flesh and weakness and the devil.

i pray in your son's most precious and holy name.