i tink i m weird.

things that i can't give 100% in, i don't go in. those that i do, i give 101%, and that somehow turns ppl off.

maybe i need to learn some stuff from other ppl. a chemical engineer-turned-VWO person once said "you have to get down to where they are and work with them from where they are, and not pull them up to ur level because they just don't operate at such levels yet."

empathize, and not expect.

i hav high self-expectation and that may hav unintentionally been dumped on others. i tink it's time... on top of my listening, on top of my effort to engage ppl... have to oso use even more energy to understand ppl.

i feel a little shag out... i never done such things such as understanding others b4. all i did last time was to cross my finger to be that person that everyone would listen to. now, i reverse. i want to listen to ppl, i m interested in what they have.