maybe it's juz reparations.

too many wrong courses of action. i surrender. i know i have done my businesses. but unfortunately, many a time we muz understand not everyone can use 1 hand to clap. usually we need 2. and many a time, even as i have made my rational decisions, there are irrational opinions left within me, or coming from others.

so as usual, after an activity i believe all of us know wad is aar. or synonyms to aar. it's good to do that so that u find out wad's wrong.

but interestingly, after i done aar, i find no problem, no harm done, nothing. but i do find some conflicting points. either ppl judge me, or i fail. heh. so which should i believe?

nvm. it's incoherent here.