do u want to become a thinker? or do u rather prefer staying simple?

it seems staying simple will give you a better life. being a simplistic idiot is wonderful. tink about it. the world requires a head, a propaganda, a brainswash person to tell other ppl wad to do. juz see it. let's sae person A propaganda until damn imba, doing sth according to what he wants will give u a reward, and going against him will leave u being seen as s2pid or sth. so as a normal human, most will listen to A. and then get the rewards for being his dog. but those who actually find that person A is doing sth stupid, immoral or somehow not the best, will be seen by the majority of followers as non-conformists, or even defying, or even worse - outcasts.

in some societies, it seems like the way out is to be a dog. but very sorry. i can't be a dog. why? i hav been taught that self-actualization isn't everything. fulfilling ur own potential may be a good feeling. but there are many things that can be fulfilled before fulfilling ur own knowledge potential, ur intelligence potential, aesthetic etc. ppl may tell me, hey u have a great potential to be a dog, u will earn lots of cash, u will earn many things. do i need many things? sure i can chiong my potential now. but. there is a void.

doing sth academic may solve most ppl's void, or doing sth good for the community, or gaining a new knowledge or a new skill. but for me. i dun see it. the freakin point is that no one sees that i am having a problem. cos they tink i hav everything that the society deems desirable for a jc kid. lame crap. why everything conform? gg. i hav a problem. if u tink u hav a solution, why not find me. before anyting drastic happen.

heh.