we come into this world, we are all the same. but have we been wired the same way? apparently i dun tink so. 据我所知，一般人只为一些肤浅表面的东西而活。例如财产，职权，名利。为何如此现实？我不明白。我更不想知道。但是我因此现象感得担忧，也为人类感得很可惜。

如果一个人想要觉悟，醒觉，睁开眼睛看看自己的周围，我们为何而生？at the end of the day. u may notice what keeps u going is love. ur love for people around u, things around you. other's love for you. what other hold dear. it is an immense power. without it, what can keep u going? money. sure. money can keep u going. sure. power can keep u going. but are u sure this is ur only drive in life? power can bring u anywhere. money can buy u anything. u can hav a great societal status. but is really societal status is what you want? or do u prefer the sacrifice for someone else because of love, rather than sacrificng ur ownself for something which in the end amount to vanity? u may get societal status. but after 10 years, do u tink u still worth the same?

let me give u an illustration. a soccer player. veron, if u do know him. skilful and talented. moved from argentina to sampdoria for 15 mil pounds, moved to lazio for 18 mil pounds, to man utd for 28.1 mil pounds. after that was a total decline of his valuation. and this only required 6 years. of course, he is still as skilled. but wad i'm trying to sae is that, valuation is like this. it disappears. it DISAPPEARS. even u tink if u want to stay on political arena like mm lee. tell me, has his valuation dropped? i can safely say yes. how many s'pore not happy wif him carrying on in political scene, although u hav to admit it is rather necessary? valuation of u drops. do u prefer to sacrifice urself for societal nonsense? or do u want the everlasting power and drive of love?

i'm not here to tell u to stop fulfilling ur societal commitments and responsibilities. but to remind u that at the end of the day, i feel that everyone shld not be living for the emptiness of tangible stuff. power. money. why? u need them, but u don't need all of it. u just nid a little of it. tell me, if u are daring enuff. live one life without others loving u. and without u loving others. and love nothing but money and power. after that, if u tell me that u have lead a meaningful life. i will applaud u.

a pity that it seems on the surface of society, everyone is doing this. why ppl refuse to go and treat each other wif sincerity, and u rather b quiet or play politics? what is the point? what is the point? if u treat ppl wif love, u may not get it back straightaway. but if u continue to be urself and from your heart treat others nicely, i don't see why there is anything to lose. u lose societal power and value. but is that of much worth, than forgoing ur loving self and seek glory and power for urself?


time to stop. too incoherent.