some ppl sae be happy. hahahahha. well u can choose to see it in the angle that i am very pessimist. and some like to see that i am sad everyday.

but well i hav to agree with the fish in this aspect. being pessimist sometimes is being optimistic. it means that everythign that does not happen according to this pessimistic viewpoint is a wonderful thing. which has actually happened to me randomly, here and there.

another point is that u muz face up to all the difficulties in life, instead to run away from them and smile. many ppl do that. run away and smile. and then wad happen? they live superficial life which basically feels useless to them. wad will these ppl rmb? going through the motion. rather than doing something fulfilling inside. and i mean inside. i respect those ppl who are doing things which is not superficial. because there are many ppl who do things superficially. too bad. the world is like this.

but well. i shall not b an idiot and run away from difficulties and do something that i feel does not fulfill my soul and fulfill my job in society.

and kids, 老爹所说的 not april fool joke. heh.