Sunday, February 15, 2009

now it's time to discuss sth impt. shld i do h3? esp the type go attach to outside one.

heh. sounds like a simple qn to many. yay h3! shld go wad. look zai on ur portfolio. ya i'm sure. if my thinking was so simple, i would. erpz. but no. no. noooooooooooooooo.

there are many factors to b considered. 1stly, i probably will hate being the professors dog. true, outside sch there may be better facilities, other methods to do a similar proj, can generate more discussion and results. but later is the prof trying to do proj using u. that doesn't feel very good. 2ndly, u may not have the final say in ur research. scarly sign up liao then the prof is totalitarian, he treat u like slave and then he is master and ask u do this do that. then the research is not urs, u writing a research paper about something that u dun feel is your own. isn't that very degrading on urself?

yeah i noe some people like it this way. but i'm not sure. i'm a little more hesistant. to add on this, i actually wan to do h3 study one, chemistry probably. but then doing h3 research looks not bad oso rite? haha.

well. dun tell me anything now, but the conclusion from this is that the side of the sch i'm in now is relatively screw up. cos i wan find out info, duno hu to contact. smart. and i wan to do research and join comps and win sth. heh. human pride and idiocy.


anw let's get it straight. i'm not here to apply for everything i can get. i apply for everything i want to do according to my interests, and not my portfolio. dun be lame and apply for stuff for portfolio. if u do that, i can't stop u. u may juz think that i'm stupid not to do things for portfolio given the ability i have. but sorry, i prefer to invest the time and effort in my interests.

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