where isit that i'm losing control? hahahhahah. i hav no idea.

but i do noe i'm finding things which are rather possible, i'm looking forward for things to happen which are not very impossible. at the same time, i keep in mind that not everything will be going my way, and that there will be 挫折 along the way.

yea. many trials and troubles. but that's wad define life. lots of nonsense. it's ok. juz hope i dun get killed through exhaustion.