i am compelled to do abit of toking about ppl. very irritating. is not like it's free in the world for every1 to listen. for some ppl, getting others to do tings 4 u is very difficult. or to even take ur offer. but for others, they can just fart, and then ppl will sae o my baby, god save the king, we nid to action now and do as he farts. well. there is nothing free wad anyway. so for ppl like me, not so good wif ppl, i must make extra effort when asking others to do tings for me, or even accompanying me i put in extra effort so that i will not disappointed, and the other person oso not.

another ting which is not easy for me. some ppl are very good at toking in front of a crowd. this is sth that i cannot do properly. or even getting many ppl to do sth. e.g. getting a support of 50 ppl? not so easy for me. cos i dunno how to tok appealing to everybody, as in as a whole. some ppl cos they duno how, but they like to do, in the end ppl dun like that guy. e.g. some teachers, they are supposed to teach, and some enjoy teaching. but unfortunately these ppl duno how to express themselves such that student will like to listen, and in the end every1 lose respect. sae lesson boring, teacher teaching nonsense, teacher teach cannot understand. etc. no choice. sometimes, it's not a magic that u can suddenly noe how to do emceeing, mass coordination, or even get a person to listen to u. wad are u best at? mass, or get person to listen to u?

for me i cannot do mass. and i oso dun like mass. many ppl like to be in a mass. cos there will not be good frens in a mass, and then there will be competition. they like to show they are the best in a mass. useless bastards. u tink show off power = very powerful? heh. ok lor. and for some ppl i oso dun like to be around, esp these ppl hu like to show power in a mass, and in private wif u oso dowan to admit sux. cos they are liddat in a mass, i cannot overcome the barrier of competition wif these ppl. so i dun like to b with them. i prefer small grp or only another person. liddat there can be no competition barrier, and only the speaking of true feeling. and not 虚伪 feeling.

blah blah. 睡觉睡多一些，不然一开学就没有精神了。而且有那些无聊透顶，中日来下别人，讲开学过不懂几天就考试，讲他已经读了不懂那一项目等等，令别人慌张六神无主。连老爹也被这些人有所影响。但是大家，请小心，不要因为他们这样，你想给他们看你多厉害，而没有去温习功课。他们要早紧张是他们的事，你有信心是你家的事情。有些东西是由你来决定，不要每次看到别人就有样学样，你这样做只会显露你愚蠢的性格，给人家觉得你是潮流的狗儿。