after tinking for some time u c i hav come to the conclusion that some ppl dun lyk to look at tings they dun even bother to read. which is true. let's sae u come to a topic in which u dun really like. do you think you will bother to read for example an article about this on the newspaper? in the world many tings count on interest and 1st impression. for example i lyk soccer a lot. so i take up soccer, do some technique training or sth. then let's sae i'm still very interested, go for audition. if so lucky get into a training, den the coach nice, den will even more interested to go for the trainings. but let's sae if the interest and passion die down, then sorry. ur life will then back to sian. or maybe if the 1st impression of the coach is that u tink he's a arse, then you will also sian.

at times 1st impression more impt. lyk soccer, if u go into the team, and that coach treats u lyk an asshole, u will not want to stay there. same for let's say sth like dota or cs. the 1st time u play den u tio thrash. and after awhile u still tio kill. and u c other ppl playing lyk no kik liddat. do u tink u will still want to continue? maybe if ur future career is dota la. den that's not my problem. yes and speaking about career if u going to get some career that u noe very well ppl will look down on u, e.g. u plp to a top position in a company, u will confirm get despised. sorry boys. and i hope this is not the case for some ppl that i noe. and dun get a lame job that is despised, lyk money laundering. else sth like professional gaming. u play game for money. ppl working so hard down there. i tell u if i noe anyone professional gaming and earn more money than me i will fkin despise that guy.

and i would like to say sth abt watching shows. for example u watch too much show everyting oso very nice, in the end bad buys get caught one. this type of show bad man. it will show that society so nice. i tink should come out more r21/m18 shows that talk abt o this guy kill kill kill then nearly got caught but run away. more ppl try den still tyco run. and the show end. this type of show should come out in movies here man. this depict real life. u c ppl lyk the osama or wad terrorist sth sth wad la. they can run away and put pics and videos about themselves trying to xia lan ppl. we should hav more of such shows man. this is reality, not some utopian world. get real. well all i can sae is i try to get real, but the world needs some idealism to work actually. wad's ur stand? a balance? erps