in my mind plus one. i plus one in u.

but whether there is a resolve... that's not for us to say?

随缘？？你觉得月亮很圆啊？哈哈

无奈

你知道什么是无奈吗？

心里那么多要说的，又不能直接说。。

it's the same thing, at a deeper level.

it's never fun, but because u have more realities than yourself to consider, u know what is the right thing to do.

even if the right thing ends up with you losing, i will hav to sae, totally worth it. it's hard to swallow, but totally worth it.

we hate to b in this situation. who would? haha. but from experience, tho it's stupid it's shit, i can take.

and i will. haha...

today i'm still sane standing here. there are many before me, some sane some not. some have already lost themselves. today i promise i'm in control.

so that u're not gonna deal with the insane.

always.

it always happens.

我寂寞过，沉默过，伤心过，心痛过。

fkin useless. true i know how to cherish what i have.

有用吗？女孩也一样不管。

they only think of their love.

let's face the truth again. there's nothing wrong with that. and there's nothing wrong wif me. it's juz that given current choice they won't fkin budge.

对，我是真心的爱上你。但不代表我一定要追求。

我让你去自由，作你的选择。选择权是你的。我没有任何资格来逼迫你。。。

if there's a problem... u know i m around.

...

就算站在世界的顶端　身边没有人陪伴　又怎样

like seriously. it's never fun. but it never happens to me also. wad to do?

can't do anything oso. 我是痴心人。

他们有的快乐，我必不能拆散。他能给的幸福我不能。

hypothesis

if tmr i try sth and there are results means null hypothesis can be voided. else by expectation it should stand, and i cmi this round. (opp cost short term low, long term is high.)

如果

如果留下多一秒钟 可以减少明天向你的痛 我会愿意放下所有交换任何一丝丝可能的占有

nid a post title.

the ability to choose wad to learn/believe/participate in is important. recently i realise there is an importance in keeping an open mind to wad is impt and shutting it to wad i tink is not useful. this does not mean i dismiss totally; more like i juz KNOW that these things i deem as not useful are there n mayb even giving some time to understand wad's it all about, but i will not engage or believe too much in it. instead i engage in things that i feel are impt.

stupid that fb actually is too public. now i like the fact that this blog not so public. v shiok.

月亮惹的祸

都是你的错 轻易爱上我

让我不知不觉满足被爱的虚荣

都是你的错 你对人的宠 是一种诱惑

都是你的错 在你的眼中

总是藏着让人又爱又怜的蒙胧

都是你的错 你的痴情梦 像一个魔咒

被你爱过还能为谁蠢动

我承认都月亮惹的祸 那样的月色太美你太温柔

才会在刹那之间只想和你一起到白头

我承认都是誓言惹的祸 偏偏似糖如蜜说来最动人

再怎么心如钢铁也成绕指柔

怎样的情生意动 会让两个人拿一生当承诺

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if we choose not to face up to our reality, den we will not learn.

some rather accept that they are good then get to be better.

but for some, they bloody hav to realise they are a piece of shit then they can start learning.