my body is facing a rise in certain chemical levels. i can overtly feel it.

it is the tempt again. but this time it's a confusion as well. i do not know whether is it a fall in serotonin or a rise in its levels. neither do i know it is a craving for epinephrine and similar substances, or that its levels are on the rise as well.

and this convoluted top 2 paragraphs proves it all. i'm feeling a little confused isn't it. this is messy....