i'm nothing special.

juz another guy, doesn't look to be an idiot, doesn't want to be a bad person, doesn't want to be an asshole. wants to be nice to others, wants others to have a good life, wants others to be nice to each other too.

but man is driven by his wants too. haha. personal wants, i shld sae.

how confusing. how confusing. am i supposed to? or not supposed to? this is pissing, esp when i'm super tired today. den still gotta settle some shitty psc admin nonsense... really. maybe i shld start getting used to it. as wif any other slacker, i hate setbacks. sure, they hav slapped me in the face 70 times 7 times, but i still hate getting slapped.

it's k, bible will tell me to forgive them 70 times 7 times also. hence, i shldn't get too worked up isn't it?

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weirdly, i can stay awake just to hear u breathing, watch u smile while u are dreaming blah blah. weird. i dun want to miss a thing? paradox. if u focus on something just because u dun want to miss it, u will miss another thing. too bad. opp costs, blah blah. stewpit.