really, i dun mind persecuted for religion. but i really hav a problem wif poor religion.

let's face it, if u're a christian and u can't face it that ur god is perfect in anger and hate as he is perfect in love, dun be one. if u can't accept this doctrine, sorry. my god is perfect in hate as he is in love. if he wasn't, he won't be able to show his love perfectly. and that is where many ppl fail to grasp, they only hear, oh, if god is so loving, why he go kill people? why he allow sin? (of course there are standard answers i can give, but no point, u can go and find out for urself. because, i can support christianity, someone else will tear the argument down.)
similarly, i will never get to understand why my god does things this way. but i do know, he is good.

and i attended a good wedding, tho marred by some nonsense the pastor has done. i shall not point it out here, but, really, i feel ashamed to be a christian there. because that guy, i really wonder whether he knew what he was doing.

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but good try, as i like to sae, i'm getting myself into much confusion. sure, i invest not in this world, and i know i am here but i am not of here. sure, i do hav hope for the future. but, for now, there are tings at hand to do. like getting myself back again. haha.

seems like, recently i've lost myself in something that i dun understand. too bad.