wells, i guess, God help me to accept the truth and ending once again.

honouring God hasn't been easy.

to honour u, was my duty. i guess i did it, but i wonder whether u ever done so in return.

i got piece of shit.

but really, i think i rather continue to honour u and honour God. i think it's greater that way. i hav nothing to say, but if u dun honour ur heart and u want to up stakes, solve the fucking problem for yourself. at some time of time it'd burn.

when it fucking burns, i oso can't do anything.

as for me and my house, i choose to serve God. i can serve one another seriously, but this time round to serve, my job is really not to be active. but to just be passive. i love to b involved, as per any other normal person.