take a look back into the archives of this blog... i was depraved, sex-craving, sex-hungry, self-righteous. basically shitty.

today... God help me. God, guide me to be a better person to shine for u in this world.

why do i study the bible? for my self-righteousness and ego and knowledge? or shldn't it be to promote God's glory in humility and love and grace?

God, help the world... so many are learning... yet with knowledge... so many are puffed up... i was there as well. but it's hard to tell others... it's hard to tell others that knowledge when used wrongly it's like power: absolute knowledge corrupts too. it's far too easy to abuse it for manipulation, for control, to strike fear, to make others idolise u...

and we do know those who use God's name for their own purposes... it's everywhere... the world is about God, and not about using his name for selfish purposes...

what's the end of human? to glorify God.

humble me, so that i can shine in darkness... point people to God...