difficult to moderate my gp by my understanding. i conclude i am a victim of the system too.

sadly, we students have really forgotten that studying is about the enjoyment and satisfaction of getting new knowledge. this problems stems from top down: gov't want to produce worker for economy, school wan to produce results. and thus, we're here, bothered about results. hav our school taught us to enjoy knowledge DIRECTLY? obviously not. the top people do not emphasise that we shld enjoy learning. or at least it's not even in the most arcane of my memories. so u see, therefore, i am here complaining my 1 subject results sucks like shit. understand? if i wasn't in such an environment, i'd be like never mind, never mind, relax.

but nvm. in people's eyes, i thrive in the system. but unfortunately, i am still a victim of the system for not performing in 1 subject. if this happens for a level, i wun b surprised uni doesn't want me unless i pay. scholarships probably can't get. conclusion, if this happens for a level, i will not touch the high end jobs in singapore which require academic qualifications explicitly anymore. i'd invest myself in a sport or music.

yea and i juz remembered, my world comes crashing down thanks to many factors too. i do not blame them for doing so. but i do hope that they'd bother minimalistically about people around them too.