out for a swim.

feels better than ever. haven't touched swimming pool for a long time.

but the fact i was alone... haha... i wonder. mayb shld hav stayed at home and relack at tv.

i wonder. is this wad i want? or shld i ask from another perspective: why society decide to isolation on me?

but when i look at things from another angle - do i want to mix around wif those existential live in the moment ppl? they are supposed to be fun.

am i looking for fun? duno lei. prob not.

i'm looking to learn. enjoy knowledge. enjoy god. mayb i shld look for some humans who think the same. but many don't. they want to enjoy enjoyment.