differentiation between need and want: there are no black and white rules.

yea. black and white.

i shld learn how to play grey. but rmb, play grey. can. who to trust? beware. who to not trust? take note. who i can depend on and will not let me down? haha...

some definitely will let me down. some 得寸进尺. some will take advantage of wad i sae and use it back against me. it is up to me to balance. the easiest way to live life is not to help anyone, and hav no one to help you back. but i guess this is not the way many ppl live. many ppl prefer the darkness. they love playing in darkness.

i haven't been brought up in darkness. i've been brought up in the light, and people who use light to fight against darkness. and so far they have been successful in shining through the darkness. i wonder why i'm not.

i'll see where to take it from. do i need to exercise grey? i don't NEED to. no one insists i need to. if i live liddat, it's a life of favours. i do not like this sort of shitty uncertainties. i'm not v impressed with people who exercise grey. they tink going behind the back of others to work miracles makes others happy, and it's the one and only way to do so.

and there's a bunch who hav insatiable desires. they call it need. that's their perspective. but from a conscience wise, do they really NEED it? for example, do i NEED to go bowling? no. i don't need to go bowling. i don't believe they need it seriously.